dreamville

2008-09-12T01:33:00.001+08:00

ive moved.
pm / im me for my new link..
shant leave it so openly here, for some reason. (:
msn: dream.ville@hotmail.com [=

2008-08-26T20:20:00.004+08:00

Listening dearest, that aint love

hiro inspired school dressing.. xD

well, school as usual.. hahaha..
got home at some 7pm nd faiz's coming ovr t do project..
we'r good students, good boys, good kids.. xD

im in a good mood now!
having a good chat with selina'somewhere, westwood junior.. HAHA.
she's darn cute la.. lmao~
her words i mean, hahaha.

byes!

a wht kinda person do you think i am,
just by looking at this pic. {:

QUESTIONNAIRE by liling

#1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
aussie / states

#2 What's your favourite thing to do ?
sleep / chill out

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness ?
nopes, definitely not true happiness.

#4 If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
a book whr i pen down my wish nd itd come true. :D

#5 Things you cant live without
-self esteem{typo?}
-respect
-manner
-trust
-faith

#6 What are you afraid to lose ?
ive nthg to loose now, ever since i lost you some 4months back.

#7 If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
-clear my wishlist
-take my family thn friends t a big feast
-save up.

#8 What do you dream of doing in the future ?
idk.

#9 List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey
-easy t get along
-sweet looking
-crazy. {if this is considered good, hah!}

#10 What makes you happy ?
turning time back t 4months back.

#11 What type of person do you hate the most ?
th kind whr you can only find em in spore, bengs&lians, posers, ppl who are trying too hard

#12 If you have a super power what would it be ?
i wanna be like spiderman!
or mrfantastic wld be cool. xD

#13 Would you go for happiness or money ?
happiness. (:

#14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life
id say, almost none at this point of life.

#15 If you have a boyfriend? would you die for him?
idk. (:

#16 Who's the last person who hugged you ?
natalie :D

#17 What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
sleep! xD

#18 Who are you close to ?
brothers, sisters. (:

#19 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
till now, yes exceptional case for vm. ):

#20 If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
be a geeky leslie than a punkish leslie.

7 things that scare you : WHY MUST IT BE SEVEN . STUPID .
- i
- seriously
- dont
- know
- .
- almost
- nothing{?}

7 things that you like the most :
- cool gadgets
- perfect sound system
- hispeed processor
- high performace bike
- wallet full of cash
- comfortable bed
- THE THANG.

7 important things in my room :
- pda&phone
- my bed
- desky
- tht dustbin
- i
- dk
- alr

7 random facts about me :
- ive different accient whn speaking t different ppl
- i prefer english ovr all othr language
- i am a mix blood
- i cant sit still for long
- i can sleep for days
- i like writing essay
- i still hav th tingling feel for you; shpy

7 things i plan to do before i die :
- race down th street at th my max speed
- plan my grand funeral
- let my circle of friends know my true self
- get my wills prepared
- do some rlly crazy stuff
- make sure my funeral wld go according t plan
- let you know tht iloveyou all along

7 things i can do :
- eat
- sleep
- eat
- sleep
- eat
- sleep
- eat ._.!

7 things i cant do :
- win your heart ):
- *im
- too
- lost
- for
- words
- alr*

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex :
- personality
- outlook, particularly hairstyle
- standard of speech
- th way she present herself
- behaviour in public
- reaction whn teased
- th tingling feel (:

7 things i always say :
- go and die
- c'om !
- you ok anot
- wtf
- chill only
- exactly
- definitely

7 people to do this questionnaire :
- cassy
- estar
- jasmine
- joyce
- sarah
- selina
- shihwee
*alphabectical order*

2008-08-26T02:12:00.002+08:00

if only you'r by my side at th top of th hill,
with this in our view,
all wounds wld heal,
love is wht i wish t feel..

tala~
biking with jeff ytd..
he call'd me at freaking 4am nd ask me out.. -. -
return'd late nd missed school tday..

well, tday jeff call'd at 8+.. :D
went out, met nick, steve nd jiawen..
biking nd stuff..

went t bukitb nd jurong hill mainly..
had been ages since i last went up ! :D
th view is still as nice..
smthg's missing thou, your presence.. ):

jeff nd jiawen..

tada~
im going t school tmr, thr's pe sw lesson.. hah!

im leaving on a jetplane,
dont know when id be back again..

2008-08-24T18:24:00.002+08:00

i wanna watch this show!
koizora aka sky of love.
it seems super nice..

nd darn,
i hit th wrong button on th keyboard nd my post was deleted.. holdy fug!
nvrmind,
my point was leave things t god,
he who has th eye from above know who's right nd who's wrong..
wrong me once, be wronged twice.. (:
i aint pin pointing anyone in here..
peace still~

2008-08-23T00:56:00.002+08:00

Listening ive never been to me

huagai.
goodbye..

in th eye of you guys im sucha sinner..
oh ima flirtatous{?} bastard..
i sweet talk all girls, i get close with all girls..
i change target like *snap*...
but c'om, who knows my true self?
i bet none of you..

till this point of life,
i guess thr's only a couple of ppl who knows it..
wht im searching for,
wht ive long'd for,
a decent, a proper, a lasting rs..
ive let go of two rs tht cld last..
cld it be my bad? no poing dwelling ovr it.. ive moved on..

dealing with debts is nvr an easy task. fuck..
esp whn you'r th one who need th money urgently..
once, no twice pls.. seriously.

idk,
im just feeling emo.. fuck it!

2008-08-21T23:27:00.001+08:00

Listening ai hai tao tao

slpt at 1am

was in a sweet dream thus refuse'd t wake up

woke up nd its alr 1+

woke up again at 5pm

bck t slp at 7pm

woke up at 9pm for my macs

on e comp till now

((:

nd ive got e song 'the man who cant be moved' from joey lum!
i love you la lum ! xDD

2008-08-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

Listening wont go home without you

th dial tone died nd i was lost for words.

monday in class,
its damn unglam i know, thus th blurification.. :D
was damn lethargic i swear nd this position is rathr comfortable.. ._.
surfing e net, fyi.. {:

id nvr wanna get into close friendship with certain type o ppl again..
ultimately, id lose a friend.. it happened more thn once, now ive learn my lesson, id play on th safe side..(:

dang bored in class so i wrote this
its goes:
fuck the teacher
inside out, upside down, leftside right
eh yo ma,my teaher suck big time!
ask th teacher go and die
burn in hell, have no peace
screw her inTO the wall ma
punk rock rules her lesson
emo owned her classes
my class mates agree to the words above yo!
students of bd1b, well done ma!

oh ma, th lesson is ding dang bring i swear
id seriously be texting thn listening to tht bytch talk. -. -
king, princess, royal blood.. smlj
teacher: sothing tht girls has but not a guy.
*#@? : pussy
teacher: memses..
dang lame lah fuck
lame shyt lah lesson.
china noisy ah sial

th whole chunk was damn random la ! lmao.
well, nthg much.. tala~

sister!
cheer up, move on nd dont take any guy as a ventilation..
if you need a listening, brothr's always here! =D

ahleng!
meet up soon yo!
let EOC tgt, emo one corner.. :D :D

2008-08-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

Listening another you

id nvr find another you. i swear i wont..

th unwanted.

sometimes, i dont quite understand human..

yes, i know you for no long, a day or two, a week or so..
cant thr be any privacy between us? t like just keep our conversation between us..
probably, just cause of this, you've nd i've lost a friend..
may th friendship sink, once and for all..
t think we'r all boatquay regular..

ppl who hang out at th same place,
chill at th same place,
waste time waste life at th same place,
most imptly, study in e same school..
why cant you people hav more harmony between..
chill, talk things out, why bothr t bear grudges nd hatred..
mutual hatred. whts th point..

see, i rlly dont understand humans..
somehow.

th liking for butch is coming back..
D:
:D

2008-08-19T02:10:00.001+08:00

Listening befor i fall in love

browsing through my photos,
even th guy whom i love made me sad..
scolded me nd made me cant face him..
whts going on.. )x

2008-08-19T01:14:00.002+08:00

Listening apologise

guy: *collecting tears in his eyes* be my bestie, will you
girl: *shocked* why? why do you want t be yer bestie. i dont want to be yer bestie!

nd so, i arrived in class 30mins late this morng,
guess wht, lesson hasnt start.. wth? im late nd th lesson is not even started, everybody's still making noise..
from 10am unto 1130, i see ppl coming into class..
well, i aint th latest aftr all.. =D

left class early t meet alicia'childhoodgirl for bball..
caibao thn came..
so sorry bro! was balling nd din heard my phone.. im sorry th th marrow!
i owe you a meal okie, deal.. (:

guy: *puzzled* why not..
girl: *shouting in tears* then tell me why yes!

ball'd nd ovr t kr..
chill nd hang ard..
dinner at s11, my favourite nasi lemak! :D
hang ard kr till late nd headed back home.. tala~

i stood in th shower,
under th freezing water,
i wonder, why are all this happening to me..
missing my secondary school life only whn its ovr,
being unable t juggle two different clique,
facing cashflow problem,
getting caught up in rs issue,
nd many many more shyt tht's happening t my life!
anybody tell me why..
ultimately, why, why are we still friends.

guy: cause, i realise im falling for you, deeper nd deeper as day goes by.
girl: so. . .
guy: th guy you'r with is my friend, thou th saying says 'love is selfish'. i just cant bring myself t snatch my friend's girl. having you as my bestie is th most i cld ever ask for..

jassy'lil girl,
im sorry bout saturday night if i made you worried/angry..
idk, but i was just rlly rlly aint in a nice mood nd i din know my friend took my phone..
so sorry!
promise thr wldnt be a repetition..
dont gimme e cold-shoulder words hao ma..
you call me at night no more,
i miss th companion.. disturb you, say say say; smlj~
sorries!

girl: *hug'd e guy, crying her heart out* do you seriously think ive feel for him? im always out with him is cause i wanna see you, wanna know wht you'r doing. th one tht caught my eye, make my heart skip a beat, send th tingling feel into me is, YOU! i dont want you t be just my bestie..
{if only - }

2008-08-17T16:51:00.003+08:00

Listening forever's not enough

tan with me, under th moonlight baby.

met zanzan, damian nd melissa in town ytd..
head for fareast..
saw some familiar faces.. =]

ovr t msq t meet lihui nd soowee in e evening..
bump'd ard.. night falls nd off t boatquay..

fullerton. :D

boatquay!

th girls.

85, nat nd sherlin wasnt thr yet.
access, first blood, underage not allowed.
opoint, settled..

chivas regal..
5 10, direction, up down..
drink drank ~~drunk~~..

join'd flora'sis at access for her bday celebration..
book'd 3 tables! :DD
3 biggest tables ehh, sofa seat.. x)
drank nd drank nd drank again..

return'd t opoint, saw smthg, heartach totally..
went down t access instead, drank again nd thr goes..
non stop drinking.. mutha fuka..!

send em t e busstop nd i return'd t access..
story telling with e othrs..
well, many story shared..

nearing 6am i suppose, winson nd sly pull'd me up e cab nd i took me home..
thn, wash up nd sleeeep la!

lester tio zan zan,
thanks for ytd, seriously thanks..
nd im sorry for hitting you, shouting at you for no good reason..
thanks brothr! ily.

joyce sister!
sorry bout e going-to-school-thing..
id get you yer cowcow yea..
nd sorry last night, i was at e pub nd cldnt company you t text..
th brother you used t know who can giv you advice nd all had seem t be gone..
emo had sunk into his dna..
now its more like e othr way round, him pouring his trouble nd wishing for some advice..
nd still, take good care of yerself alrights, dont fake sick in school nd ended up rlly sick..
set my heart worrying!
thanks for everything sister, ily!

2008-08-13T15:19:00.002+08:00

Listening happy birthday to myself

walk th path under th pretty clouds with me, girl.

stay'd ovr at austin's place on saturday.
tht monkey leg guy, started disturbing me whn i tried t sleep nd we ended up fighting with out legs.. lmao.

some pics are rlly blur nd dark..

we'r fighting! c'om.

went t school nd i was like ._.

wht th fuck are those on th board nd

wht th fuck is mrwang talking about.. ?_?

all i know is, im staring blankly at th board.. ._.

thn, i fell aslp..

super sorry J.sister !

i was rlly rlly tired nd bored.. ):

went t school as usual tday as well nd return'd rathr early.. :D

im gonna get some bites nd off t hav a nap.. tala~

th use'd nd unwanted

2008-08-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

Listening what hurts the most

whr are you, sweet? ):

met up with kr clique at bugis..
rowcall, lester, lucas, eugene, nigel, xan/zen{?}, felicia, sixian nd tiffany.
went ovr t funan? nd back t bugis for macs..

aftr eating, th table's neat nd tidy.. :D

hang ard nd went t raffles place..
caibao, damian nd shaun joined.
wanted t go along spore river t get a nice view of th firworks but,
road block. -. -

nd so i look front i saw this,

i look bck i saw this,

humans everywhr!
cldnt even see th whole clique tgt.. wth la.
was kinda piss'd off nd worried at th same time..
{alil extra care for th young ones wld lead t misunderstanding, wtf}

aftrwhich, walk'd ovr t boatquay..
th sky was rlly misty, smokey, whtever-ky..

all thanks t th fireworks.. genting! :D

no pub was cnovenient for all..
underages girls nd all.. -.-
hang ard at boatquay alil while nd left..
went t blues85 thou, natlim nd sherlin.. =DD

nd i met shawn thr.. neighbour. hahaha..

chill'd along e river..
photos, songs nd talks.. [=

shaun nd i (:

thn, different way ppl..
i came home.. tala~

everynight i cry myself to sleep,
thinking why does this happen to me.

2008-08-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

Listening unbreak my heart

suntec nd msq with kr clique tday..
lester, daniel, eugene, nigel, lucas, damian, maw chai, zen/xan{?} nd sixian.

lunch'd at suntec's pastamania, quick casual dining. hah..

ovr t msq nd saw this two clown or maybe comedian wld be a nicer word t use..
ya, thy were performing at th lobby/atrium/hall/whtever you call it..
stood thr alil while t watch, thy'r good. hahaha..
arcade'd befor tht too..

chill'd at macs while waiting for lucas t preparehis suprise {typo?} for sixian..

processing~
a heart made up of candles..

done'd nd left em alone at th stairway t do, idk wht..
hahaha..
nd left for home..

lilsis sixian's shoe died on her, nigel's too..
all thanks t mawchai.. he one god damn noisy freak i swear!

look at th empty street.

but th sigh reads
'to cityhall mrt station'
'conjestion expected'
totally contradicting la.. conjestion, con th head la.. lol.
its for tmr thou.. well~

caibao!
take good care nd may you hav a speedy recovery.. (:

tmr, shall be, idk..
so long~

2008-08-08T03:28:00.002+08:00

Listening when you'r gone

s11 has nice nasilemak.. hahaha.
lunch'd at s11 with austin nd lucas nd we were trap'd thr by e rain.. damn hilarious i swear..
hang ard doin unhealthy stuff unto e rain subside nd ran in th drizzle back t kr..
upon arriving, th 3 idiots went t e washroom.. lol.
lucas, chui comfirm chui.. lolol.

im done, austin doing his hair, lucas cleaning his feet. lmao..

hang ard at kr all th while until wenjie came..
yada yada nd all..

actually, im kinda lazy t update in detail..
i had been at kr almost e entire day nd tht's bout it uhh.. =b

dang pen ni 15

tampines sec sch 15 (:

2008-08-07T00:36:00.003+08:00

Listening majulah singapura

sweet.

im happy tday! :DD

went for interview at devonshire road..

yayness, im rejected for ambassidor{typo?} position but thy might be offering me anthr 3 othr position.. yay. i want th adminstration pos.. :DD

happily went t tampines aftr tht..

met lihui nd soowee at 450 park..

chill nd all at e playground, play'd swing.. =D

childhood can.. lol.

went t sit at see-saw nd lihui tie a plaits for me.. hahaha..

damn short la.. lol.

went t bball court for bball aft tht..

sweat like crazy, th hang thing rmb.. x)

thn went t lihui's place t get an extra shirt nd i went back t kr.. ._.

so damn quiet lorr..

hang ard nd left within an hour..

first time so soon.. hahaha.

bottom line, im happy tday. =D

sister, rmb th hippo nd cow thing?

my hippo cuter okay! xDD

thanks lihui for th jersey. o(^.^)o

tags reply:

爱' J : hahaha. believe believe.. xD

shirley(: : hahaha, nice mah those pics.. make me jealous. =x

liihuii : hellos, thankie. heh.. =D

2008-08-06T01:49:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

went out with charlene'dajiejie tday.. :D
met her at tm nd went fer teppan yaki for lunch..
we stay'd thr for damn long i swear, like some 40mins? hah!

walk'd ard tm nd cs aftr our meal,
went t check out movie time but sadly none in our convenience.. ):
was looking for my wallet but din seem t see any nice one ard..
had quite some laugh too. goldlion is suppose t be gold-leon not gold-li-yearn.. lolol.
went t m)phosis nd bought a new tissue holder nd a coin purse as well..
dajiejie choose it for me.. hahaha. :D

thanks dajiejie fer yer companion tday!
starbucks soon okie.. o(^.^)o

send dajiejie t e mrt nd i went back t kr.. [:
hang ard, bump ard nd all..
sixian's my sister 500 years ago.. HAH!
chill'd nd all thn return'd home..

interview tmr! 5pm.
lucks t me baybeh.. :D

e othr at dhoby.
gabrielG, alvin, yaoguang, yaohong, gabrielL nd i

dhoby.

look at th flag hung dobalek.
(lihui's block)

my buys. :D

label.

2008-08-05T00:56:00.003+08:00

Listening the man who cant be moved

looking 5years back,
early 2k4 - a center parting happy lil sec1 boy who stay in school till dusk everyday
mid 2k4 - a kiddo lil xiao hun hun
late 2k4 - anthr part of my life being a xiao hun hun

early 2k5 - knew this girl v nd had been smiling most of e time
mid 2k5 - start'd hanging out at th east side thinking i cld do well for school
late 2k5 - hated school, my studies suffered, basketball nd cycling is wht i do all day

early 2k6 - a vry protective boyf bud i lost her aftrall
mid 2k6 - some idiot who skip school hell lot for th sake of his girlf
late 2k6 - idk how i was like back thn

early 2k7 - a damn good boy in class who keep his notes updated, i swear on this!
mid 2k7 - my lvl of speech improved, got anthr girlf whom i loved alot
late 2k7 - single'd nd attach'd again, start'd night life, pub nd all unhealthy shyt

early 2k8 - became single once again. carried on my unhealthy lifestyle nd loose interest in school
mid 2k8 - turn'd into a emo kid which is getting worst, hang out in town nd th east, keeping myself away from home
late 2k8 - yet to come

perhaps noone can see much difference from th me 5yrs ago nd th current me.
but i myself see myself grow nd all, i swear ive change'd alot..
be it positively or negatively.. i aint th leslie 5years back..
even th leslie last year has a ocean wide difference from th current leslie..
i jsut want t be happy, hav someone t love nd th love t be mutual.. thts all im asking for.

i owe a big thank you t those who had been listening t my rants..
esp joyce'angelsister nd jasmine'lilgirl..
thanks for putting up with my nonsense.. thanks alot!

ive a thing for you, hlo..

anyhow,
watch'd quite some movie recently.
dark knight, prom night, redcliff, the mummy, money no enough 2.
infact, its almost all of e show tht's showing, except x-file which wld be tmr..
prom night - lame story line, stupid ending, nice setting thou. 2.5/5 stars
redcliff - its damn it shyt fucking nice i swear! 4.8/5 stars
th mummy - coolio setting nd effects. 3.5/5 stars
dark knight - beautiful batman, pretty joker. 3.5/5 stars
money no enough2 - total disappointment i swear. 3/5 stars

i bet im th health-est idiot ard,
i swallow'd a loaf of bread again tday..
go&die.

tags reply:
lingmin: you teach me how lurhs! ):
alson: ive no nb (: hahaha, i din even once compare length, whts with long hair for a guy nd if you think your's nicer, thn you win lor.. xD
kitty: (:
爱' J: mutual sibling love! :D

2008-08-04T02:00:00.002+08:00

Listening when i grow up

im fuck emo again.. damn!
yes, whn i grow up ! watch me.

austin's lg, my se..
gold edition.

start'd like this,

end'd like this..

thanks.
wasnt in a good mood nd vent everything on eating..
a whole loaf of bread..
fuck healthy.

2008-08-03T02:40:00.006+08:00

Listening nthg

alson nd his A cut, damn funny i swear!

some lame talk we attend in school.
lester nd i sleeping.. hahaha.

lunch with gabriel nd his girl at bedok pizza hut aftr school.
ohya, its on friday. (:

my beef lasagne{typo?}

look at th portion of cheese, like free only.. lol.

gab nd his chicken idk wht.

shirley nd her pizza

nd we had lotsa fun at pizza hut..
jokes, craps nd all.. not eating in peace.. lol.

multishot!

9 pics! :D

nd th sweet couple whispering.

caught redhanded snapping with my pda!

staring at nthg.

blurified.

again, sweet couple.

went t work aftrtht..

at dempsy hill.

whr i lost my wallet.. ):

's ben&jerry's (sorry for th blur pic)

thn down t dhoby t meet yao, jollin, gabrielG nd guang.

thy were playing th siccor-paper-stone game.

went t work tday too.

at night safari.

look at th eye.. lol.

wednesday in school.

well, mainly pictures.

not much words, othr time..

mummy tmr at dte! :D

2008-08-02T01:15:00.002+08:00

Listening byebye

events nd picture tmr.

i lost my wallet aftr work at dempsy hill tday.
my whole damn wallet's gone.. holy great!
tht photo! D'x

mainpoint here..
thanks gabriel leng, alvin nd yao..
thanks alot !
im rlly rlly rlly vry vry vry thankful tht ive you guys, you brothrs!
i swear you'r th best man...

nvrthless,
thanks gabriel goh nd yaoguang for th entertainment nd fun time earlier on at dhoby.
thou it was like just a short spend of an hour.. thanks!
nd jollin too, thanks fer yer burger.. =DD

2008-07-30T04:28:00.000+08:00

Listening nthg

how amazing it is,
a priest cld actually turn a hardcore whore into a fine decent lady..

tht's smthg random,
was from a tv show thou..

okay, im rlly bored here.. 0424 in th morng..

god's love has a very wide scope. (:

2008-07-30T02:28:00.000+08:00

mobile update, pictures tmr.

Listening the day you went away

Well, on e train heading home.. :/
Napping at 6pm is definitely a wrong move..
Woke up at 11 nd only get bck t sleep at like 5am.. ._.
Resulting in ovrsleeping causing myself t miss school.. T.T
My precious attendance!! Biew~ flew away..

Got up at some 3pm,
Comp'd nd all thn left for kr..
Im early! :D
Had quite some fun thr but those fun seems t lead t some unhappiness.. Sorries t th victim!

Something random,
Why are some guys so blunt on friendster whn it comes t asking a lady for her mobile contact. Sometimes I wonder, is it tht thy've got limited vocab? ._.
Well, aint directing in anyone in particular, so ultimately no offence.. :D
peace yo.

Was talking bout some travelling issue nd this came t my mind.
In time to come, I want a customized helm with certain design on it. Tgt with my name or maybe just th initial would be good.. :D
Coolio baby..
Or perhaps, a pair of helm instead of 1..
Both customized with name/initial..
Well, who's name wld thn be on e othr helm, something I wonder..
Ok, im being very random.. Hahaha.

Tala~
Im done here.. {:

Neighbour.

2008-07-28T13:20:00.003+08:00

Listening show me the meaning of being lonely

town'd on saturday..
cathay thn t mindscafe..
lame shyt la..
so, was crapping with gabL, his girl nd his girl's friend..
thn, yada yada unto some 0930..

cathay again t watch yao's friend sing..
nd went t look for eelin'ons too.. :D
super dao la she.. =b

singing?

met bytc at dhoby thn send his girl t amk nd bck t boatquay..
blues, again..
ok, im lazy t blog in detail..
ultimately, thanks nat.. (:

blues.

martell nd a jug of beer with ice.. looks more like apple juice t me. ._.

nd so, i was online for 24hr 46mins 03secs

nd i was onlin for 36hours 12mins 40secs...

not dc, no signing out, only afk.. hahahahah.

some issue i wanna blog on,
not now thou, tnight maybe.. (:
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2008-07-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

Listening boulevard of broken songs

thanks angel sister for e morng call tday! =D
if not i wldnt hav gotten up for school..

nd so, school as usual, did my drwg..
for a sudden i felt super stress.. goddamnit idk why!

start'd with some theory..

th guy happily teaching here.

th boy happily sleeping on his table.. lol.
okay, aftr this picture i slpt beside him too.. =x

thanks t this lt.zz manzxc!
tio zan zan.. he slpt in class nd made me slp too.. wdh.
i ended up slping for like 90mins? nd i din complete my drwg.. fk!

went t tp t meet sixian nd lucas thn ovr t bc nd chill'd..
ltzz went back t school nd i came home..
((:

seriously, i miss you. ):

2008-07-24T22:10:00.004+08:00

Listening crawling back to you

ovrslpt!
lesson starts at 9am nd i woke up at 0847am..
wht is this la..
well, went back t slp nd forget bout school.. :D

got up in e aftrnoon nd town'd with philbert..
plazasing, walk'd t bugis thn t suntec nd ended up at msq..

han's for a bite :D

my blackpepper crab puff.

tht barbarian nd his chicken pie.. lmao.

black pepper crab puff.. :D

bus'd back into town..
bump'd ard plazasing thinking of some dessert bud ended up dinning at meridien..
thn t orchard shopping centre nd look for my new wallet..
an eye for tht bonia.. 119$..
any kind soul wanna spons me part of it? xD

t centrepoint nd train'd back..
tada~

/he told his student t chase their passion.
thn he realise he had t leave if not he would not be true t wht he said t his students.
i find this hell true la !
its from th newspaper tday thou, an article on a gay teacher formally teaching in RI..
well, i like his saying.. (:

/iphone! is one great gadget which many teens wish t own isnt it..
well, samsung has its Omnia, nokia has its N95, LG has it ks20 nd now htc has got touch diamond..
its all squaring up t iphone.. omg, how competitive can th society get!
nd im glad tht i actually own a ks20.. xDD
thou im aiming for a LG prada as my 2nd handset, now i guess ive t set my target t this htc touch diamond, its so damn attractive i swear.. :D :D

/teenage smoker, esp girls, perhaps all shd stop?
its so common for ppl t ask othrs t quit smoking nd all, it harms yer body nd bla bla on..
everybody knows it, bud does anyone in th teen population seriously know th effect?
esp girls, basically cause thy'd hav a lower chance of conceiving..
nd guys, everybody knows, lower yer stamina..
well, its just my advice t teens out thr t quit smoker in th shortest time possible..
th suggest'd nd encourage'd way is gradual instead of once nd for all.. (:
im saying this cause recently i went for some smoking workshop, not rlly workshop some nonsensical shyt luh, bud i find it true, as in those tht i learn from thr..
ima life example.. talala~

/aware of e dark knight's news?
heath ledger aka joker died.. ._.
i din know until tday, nd tht cause'd a huge impact on british actor christian bale who play'd batman in dark knight 's life..
like omg! joker told batman 'you complete me' in th movie nd now it seems t be in life.. D:
how saddening manzxc!
aftrall, th show is nice.. its worth watching..

enough of this, lets think back~

th ferriswheel.. shpy, i miss you.. ):

whn will it be th nxt time i see yer pretty face,
hear yer sweet voice,
feel your almost-indispensable presence..

2008-07-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

Listening an jing

im lazy t update.
shall update again tmr or smthg..

well~

2008-07-22T22:52:00.007+08:00

Listening nthg

super super long ago i swear..

th day i cab t town nd it cost'd me 30.

lester say this is a watermelon.. lmao.

starbucks is love.

see th word, written jacinta. : D

rounding, supper at bedok 333.

altis.

lil china, fuck la!

field trip,

red dot.

i can see my hse in here !

ura.

cineleisure.

part of th model.

th whole model.

blurified.

snap 1

snap 2

snap 3

lecture?

bd students.

th model again.

lt.zz

hahaha! got left thr.

almost perfect.

new alexandra hospital.

th bench is taller thn me!

hmmz.

farizah.

at th showroom.

some freak step on my toe, bleed nd my toe crack. T-T

okay, im more or less done here.. byesssssssssssssss.

2008-07-14T11:24:00.001+08:00

Listening teacher's teaching

well, im in school..
having lesson, uber lame.. =. =

anyhow, im away from home nd might be returning only next week..
thus thr might be a lack of updates.. yeps.
reach me on my mobile, it'd be much easier.. =]

byess.

2008-07-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

Listening addicted

town with some mates on wed aftr dismissal at 12..
may th photos do th talking.. (:

town definitely include chilling. :D

ps washroom.

a bunch of guys who take outlook as a heavy aspect in life. xD

first attempt for group photo.

second attempt, every on was fighting for th focus thus a srewed photo.

lastly a decent one bud hayqa's head block'd shariff off.. well~

colourful yea considering we'r out straight aftr school.

th walk from ps t taka is definitely fun. =D

bus-ing back t cathay. lester's e *cab here! xD

chilling means, a drink! starbucks at cathay.

tada..
done with photos..
nd yea, my pda's batt went low nd i cldnt take more pics.. so yea.. {:

met up with yao, thn alvin for alil while as well..
movie at night..
the strangers.. wht a mf show la !
totally cannot make it..
i giv one 1 outta 5 star.. one of th worst horror flick ever made i swear..
dont watch it ppl, waste o money... i swear!

angel sister jo!
do cheer up alrights,
i know smthg's bothring you.. smiles.. ((:

nd im done here yo,
off t bed.. =D

compare me from 5months back,
im almost a total different person.. (:

*cab = chao ah beng

2008-07-09T03:01:00.003+08:00

Listening nthg

monday was youth day!
i happily went t school at 8am nd i arrive'd at a empty, desserted, quiet, dark room.
my classroom.
call'd wang t ask whr's e lesson held nd he told me it only gonna start at 10am not 8am..
i thn shouted wtf into th phone.. T-T
nd so, call'd mum nd we had breaky tgt at mac.. =D

did some grocery shopping as well at ss supermarket.
thn i bought myself a new head set which looks nice bud doesnt work nd sound nice.. =\
ovr t e bank t get my check cash'd out..
did some banking at e atm nd tala~ im off t school..
having a new teacher now.. super super wdh..
pick'd on me th first day she teach my class.. rahs!
i dont like you ma'am... xb

so, met philbert at bc during lunch nd tht's whn my pda die'd on me.. fuck.
it just went black out la..
nd i figure out tht th battery had died.. lols.

so, we headed t town..
was raining cats nd dogs nd we drop'd off at porkmall / parkmall nd he ran while i walk'd t dhoby station..
into ps t bump ard nd lunch'd at ljs..
th lady no th girl in tht orange dress is super cute! lmao philbert.
rain subsided nd we went ovr t cathay.
saw yao nd his mates. =D

sat seperately waiting for alvin t come..
bert complain tht its super warm so we went up t th ticket box nd went down again.. lol.
sat at starbucks (all time ahs!)..
thn alvin came.. follow by gabriel leng..
disturb each othr with e speaker i brought with me nd all th shyt..
yao guang thn join'd us..
dilly dally dally dilly..

ovr t ps again t company gabriel nd yao guang hav their meals..
i was dozing off alr. -. -
thn we play'd with th trolley...
loll..
fancy a 15 16 17 yrs old guy sitting on a trolley nd anthr 15 16 17 yrs old guy pushing him ard th shopping mall. lmao.. xD
great fun peoply... thanks ah!

went t m)phosis nd bought my stuff..

white tissue holder
black passport holder

labels.
well, passport holder if extra, bought it t put some kinda note book.. hahaha.

thn ovr t whr ah, ya ngeeann..
leng went t m)phosis nd got his i forgot wht nd i din get my coin purse as thy've only got one lastpiece which's on display.. nono.. miss it. (:

thn t cine, dance'd nd down t ofc.
got a drink nd a pie thn chill'd.. :D
nxt was meridien for pool..
some was thr alr nd many join'd so it was quite a big crowd.. =\
bump ard nd all, pool dinner..
nasi lemak! :D
alvin said t me, shut up nd just eat this (chicken wing tht he gav me)
i replied thn you eat this, shut up nd eat also (nugget tht i gave him)
lmao~

yea, aftr everything i thn bus back t commonwealth with yao nd cab home.. (:
tht's how i spent my youth day 2k8..
super detail'd right ! loll..
how random~~

nd i fell ill whn i arrived at home,
wash'd up nd slpt for a good 22hrs unto tuesday 9pm..

thanks my angel sister jo!
haha, her pm.. :DD

nd this portion of e convr with caryn.
me: hav you ever taken business studies or any sort?
her: sorta? alil prolly
me: exactly! thn wht do you cal paying-for-advertising in 1 word?
her: marketing ._. (LOL)
i was like totaly, LOL LA ! LOLOL..
how can it be marketing...
no offence girl! xD

nd so, one by one everybody went offline nd off t slp..
im like e only one ard awake.. hahaha..
off t hav my supper.. =D

couple of days back. =D

nd here !
caryn's blogshop.

FEMME L'AMORE
click on link nd scroll down t click (ONE*heart*) t view her first set of item for sale.. =D
technically, its a new blogshop so, do support or maybe take a look at least yea?
goods are definitely in good con.. contact her for any purchase.. duh~ xD

till thn!

2008-07-06T22:13:00.002+08:00

Listening sorry

lets see, ive lost track of day nd time..
refresh~~

friday, no no, thursday.
din slp..
went t hair saloon t get my hair done,
aiya lazy t think la..

technically, friday went shopping in town, m)phosis !

my buys.

pda pouch's label.

belt's label..

thn bump'd ard at vivo nd back t town t meet alvin..
hng ard at cine nd off t monster cue t meet yao nd all..
yao, gab, cherie, shar was thr.. (:
thn elaine came follow'd by two othr new faces.. (t me at least)

yao nd gab was my companion till ag came..
thy left nd we went for movie at cine..
wanted, was a nice show exempting th stupid nd no-link story line..
i like th part whr thy curl th bullet.. curl spelt like tht? =\
was rathr cool i tot.. hahs.

dilly dehh~
went ovr t ofc for supper aftrmath..
chill'd thr nd all..
caught up alil with ravi supervisor..
wow, th policy change'd so much! good thing tht i aint working thr alr.. xD
got my check nd left at some 3+am..

got home nd i slpt unto e nxt 5pm?
yea, got up went t vivo with mum nd ag thn t taman t get my lunch..
return'd nd slpt, again...
until this evening 6pm.. :DD
ima super heavy sleepy.. lmao

dinner with family thn here i am back at home..
well well, school starts tmr..
my youth day la fuck!
ok, maybe im no longer a youth, ima teen.. hahahaha.
alil no link ah.. but look,
primary school , children day
secondary school , youth day
tertiary institute (poly, college, jc, private) , teens day (which doesnt exist)
agree !! xD

off t pack my stuff for school.. tala~

oh yea, nd this,
http://femme-amore.livejournal.com/865.html#cutid1
caryn's blogshop, i think..
she ask'd me t advertise it for her so yea, here it is.. ((:

2008-07-04T04:29:00.003+08:00

Listening better in time

i slpt at 7am nd woke up at 6pm! :DD
morng call'd nd went t slp.. hoh..

well, parents bought dinner..
ate nd left for lot1..
bump ard t get some stuff on my own thn off th bouna t meet flora'sis..

nd down t boatquay! =DD

access - jwee, flora'sis nd i

tiger, eeyer.

random. (:

well well,
some ppl im directing at.. look here if you happen t be reading.. :D
/ if by looking at some college aka ite student nd saying 'ite ite' makes you feel good thn
i guess ive just got say tht you'r some shallow ppl yea?
look, at least ive move'd on smoothly year by year unlike you retaining in express.. noshame?
**i aint directing at all retainee out thr bud this particular guy. so, no offence (: **
moreovr, ive heard bout yer story whn i return'd t collect my cert..
i was like, hah! one case last year nd anthr this year?
wht's worst, th YOUR outcome was worst.. bleeding eye? omgzxc gross..
well, i shall see if you make it t poly in 2k9 thn..
prove t me tht your retain was worth it.. lmao.

/ nd anthr fello.. why, why do you hav t say 'loser' right into my face?
tht makes you feel good? or are you just being random which i doubt so.
technically your words got backfire'd back thn in school was simply cause by th loser you said into my face..
if not, i wld hav cheer'd for you..
all along ive taken you as my classmate a friend t-be.. but wht? you just seems t feel tht ive some issue with you which is so not true la.. dont provoke me, even verbally, nd we can be classmate still! =D
aw, c'om!

was randomly browsing through my inbox nd re-read this text from liangzi'mumu which has this in th content 'get a life'.. okay, it was meant t be offencive..
but seriously her words set me thinking.. mayb i shd quit my hectic schedule of working working working nd working..
true enough, termination came nxt nd now im doing nthg all day long, waiting for school t start.. wdh. thanks girl.. ((:

for those who know me whn im in my secondary school time, sec3 sec4..
rmb how dying was i t leave school, t graduate quickly with whtever result nd just move on..
now is th time, leslie regret.. ):
can you believe it, even i myself cant believe it!
leslie is actually missing secondary school life.. fuck.
had been listening t graduation nd teenage life this 2 songs which rlly set th scene of my corhord in th hall singing going crazy nd all flashing in my mind..
th time we had national day celebration, cultural expression, awards day rehear etc etc..
all th good time we spend screaming at t top of our voice in th hall.. )):
nd definitely, th 2nd or was it th 1st day in secondary school, orientation camp prog..
class cheer, me as th cheer leader.. i super totally miss it ! fuck.
i wanna return t sec1, so innocent nd stupid.. armani nd center parting hairstyle, HAH!
sigh, i know those time wld nvr return..
/a piece of advice t secondary school student out thr, enjoy your days while its here befor it turns into history...
buy my words, cause im one freak who damn it shyt hated school nd im actually missing school..

-friends ard me had been saying tht im starting t dress like, behav like, look like a niang*..
anyone tell me if its true.. =\
frankly frankly seriously truely tell me!
cld it be cause of th set back like wht i told some ppl..
if so, thanks haras, thanks ah..
whr's th heart for ladies! D:

okayda.
done with this 5 issue tht ive wanted t update on for quite sometime..
time t get off blogger nd start packing my stuff.. ((:

joyce'angel din reply my text! rahh.
you evil angel.. =b

beautiful sky, wht random shape do you see in thr.
figure out a heart somehow? ahwells~(:

*niang = sissy

2008-07-02T14:47:00.002+08:00

Listening i just wanna live

random pic ovr th past weekend.

focus.

on th martell.

beautifully spill'd..
thanks ah idk-her-name (waitress)

cordon bleu.. drink of th night. (:

well, from e abve photos, its obvious tht i went t e pub yea..
nd had been returning alil late so yea, lazy t update nd all..

had been sleeping into th aftrnoon as well.. ):
super unmeaningfullllllllllllllll luhhs.

okay, nvrmind, nthg much's in my mind now thou thr's quite abit tht i wanna blog on.
just woke up by a call nd am quite zombified still..

till thn~

linkin park, limp bizkit, good charlote, simple plan, green day, maroon 5, the killers, mcr, bsb..
all time baybeh! \m/,

2008-06-29T17:58:00.000+08:00

Listening always be my baby

id update ltr on th night whn i get back from town.. =D

2008-06-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Listening sorry

well, thursday went for some event at tuas with yzldt..
thn went ovr t paul's place for meeting nd watch some video..

his flat screen plasma mama..

lunch at mac nd walk'd ard westmall..
chill at coffee bean with nikko talking bout some rlly sad stuff..

my drink.. i forgot wht it is alr thou... wells~

nd i saw this on th way back,
just at my lift lobby.. hah!
cute i tot..

sadly i saw this whn i went out aftr returning t just get wash'd up nd change.

my ear ring look super bling bling.. :DD

met sab at sunte, chill nd waited for her t knock off..
thn off t msq for pool nd glutton bay for dinner.. :D
stingray, lala nd fried youtiao..
ex502 bakc thn..

as fer tday,
town'd..
paragon thn ps..

paragon do looks nice in a certain angle..

town with,
alvin, gabrielL, yao, cherie, jollin, peiqi..
thn some othrs join'd..
pool'd at meridien nd got back.. (:

ciaos.

thr! ms hwee,
ive updated alr..
with pictures... :D
whr's your updates! =b

2008-06-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Listening sorry

tday's weath was great.. =D
look at th horizon... hoh!

some outdated pics..
yea, look, its in a school okay!
wdh, my time i dont even hav sucha nice place in my school la.. unfair!

nice isnt it..

friday, a random unglam photo snap'd by bytch while sleeping at his place..

lol. blurified on purpose.. :DD

well,
went ovr at paragon at like 8+ going 9pm..
met elaine nd her friend sabrina, hi new friend. (:
went for dinner at centrepoint..
th mcflurry senqi, angry / produce bubble.. lmao.

train'd back, laine drop'd at je nd i train back with sabrina..
ohwells, girl, i told you i know jurong well!
went t e stadium area for a big d tour befor returning t her block thn i came back..
hah, ultimately i win.. stadium straight down, pioneer mall's on th right aftr e junction.. lol.
okay, some inside stuff.. :D

did i mention tht i went back t westwood tday..
got my cert nd join'd th hockey team for alil knock ard..
ohwell well, westwood westwood, buck up!
we were once national #6 ! c'om boys! :DD

dont fer tday..
gotta get some slp,
waking up at like 0630 tmr.. T-T

whr do i exactly stand.. ~~sighs~~.

2008-06-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Listening sorry

went t cwp in e evening t get this small nd scary object..
any idea wht it is? product of x-mini..

well, its a capsule speaker..
a portable speaker in simple words..
its damn loud i swear..
one of th smallest yet loudest portable speaker ive ever come across..
nd th sound quality is impressively good !

its a crazy object man.
worth th money thou, sgd39..
get one for yourself if you'r a music freak..
charge it for like 4hrs nd it can full blast for 3hrs...
how great!
im actually advertising it here.. ._.

ohwells,
thn i went t town t meet elaine nd came back..

here's my healthy dinner.. :D
fresh orange juice nd donut along side with a hershey's... hahaha.

i came back seeing this on my desky screen.

so so sorry ms hwee !
im like always afk whn you comes online...
wht is this la leslie..
perhaps tmr, yes, perhaps tmr id stay at home all day sitting infront of e desky t wait for you t come online, ms hwee... hahaha. xD

nd yea,
janice call'd me earlier on.
tot wht was it, thr's like tons of scdf van truck lorries jeep whtsoever, police car van bus whsoever nd ambulance at our estate.. DD:
so i went down t take a look, typical singaporean..
seems like somebody nd went outta e building from above ground lvl..
accident or suicide? who knows..
wait for th news tmr t announce.. xD
its at jurong west ctrl 1 fyi... hahaha!

alrights, supper time..
ciaoz..

2008-06-24T02:33:00.001+08:00

some kinda chain game i got off from trw's blog..

Comment/tag with a 'HEARTSME' and I'll:
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - random, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you something I've always wanted to tell you.
7. In return, you must post this in your blog!

do tag me yea.. x)

2008-06-23T23:22:00.003+08:00

Listening insatiable

wonderful song along side this wonderful photo,

got it both from caryn's blog, credits t her. [=

nd, i was walking into my room whn i felt a chill at th sole of my feet.
initially i thought i step'd onto water or smthg thn i realise it was th blister,
got torn again, ok idk how t express it in words, just look.

sick isnt it ! awwww. ):

well, went t videoezy at jwc thn t imm..
nd i bought a new pouch for my pda.. =D

came home nd saw this on my desky,

it was from ms hwee, shihwee, how cute la..
nd tht made me smile... jeeez! ((:

so, my point of going t imm is t get this,

looks famaliar dont it,
its from crayon shinchan.. super cute !
bought 2 of it nd finish'd everything alr.. hahaha.. xD
its rathr nice as well.. :D
id be going back for more more more.. x)

lastly, im proud t be a renewal youth! =D

fyi, its my church camp t..

/ was randomly browsing through some blogs..
nd happen tht i seen quite a number of wishlist with
a ride on th singapore flyer on it..
thr'r teens out thr who wish t go on t th flyer, hoping t get a good time slot nd all..
yet, im th freaking freak who multiply'd 2 tickets nd made em 4 by tearing..
idk, bud thr's still a tingly feeling in me whn you cross my mind.
sighs, godbless.. ):

2008-06-23T17:35:00.003+08:00

Listening a kinda love called let go

http://www.benglish.kennysia.com/

check out this web ppl!

its like funny i felt..

changing your words into th ahbeng style.. lol.

try entering your own blog / xanga / lj url nd hit th beng-ify or smthg button.. jeez.

thanks stranger. fcuk

sometimes life just aint tht great..

tune in to wont go home without you - maroon 5 ..

th part whn it says, everynight i cry myself to sleep ..

i wanna ride in town. =[

2008-06-22T23:59:00.001+08:00

Listening wont go home without you

alvin! ;
everynight i cry myself t sleep,
thinking why does this happen to me.
yea man..
cheers alvin, look on th bright side!
things wld turn out great alright..
rmb wht ive told you ytd at cathay..
life goes on, wht's important now, wht's your priority..
think othrwise.. =DD

well, shall let e photo nd caption tell th story,
im lazy t ud with words.

on th 18th, wednesday, raining heavily.

went t cathay cineplex's starbuck.

got a drink nd chill'd.

thn t plaza sing.

notice th weird pose

it was all so random

i squeezed into a kiddy ride

nd my back ach so i came out from th windscreen area, lol

nd i was fighting with philbert with th bag for wet umbrella

gabriel was so irritated by our acts thou

on th 20th, friday. town again..
me , irwin
alvin , cherie
technically, alvin was kinda mad..

cherie thn suggested a grp photo

hit t pub with bytch on friday night nd return'd t his place at dawn..
slpt nd went for lunch at lot1 nd came ovr t my place thn we hit down,
nd went t e pub again till sunday dawn.. :D

some freak who stands so close tht i felt uncomfortable
nd hav t put my feet inbetween their legs cause ive no room.. idiot.

bytch trying t be uncivilised as well.
notice his wide spread'd leg..

yes, i was at th cathay at 0750pm.

it was raining cat nd dog at dawn tht it looks 3am thou its some 6am!

bytch nd i.. ilu. =DD

happy bday alvin !

sry tht i din meet you up in town tday..

kinda ovr slpt.. jeez.

sorry yea. belated celebration. =D

2008-06-22T07:44:00.001+08:00

im going t hav my proper sleep aftr 2days.
shall update in e aftrnoon whn i gets up.. (:

ps/ ms hwee, im me whn you'r online alr! or text me. tht's if you happen t see this thou.. =s

2008-06-19T02:42:00.002+08:00

Listening crawling back to you

no photos for this u/d..
thou ive quite abit of pictures in my pda..
all taken tday... bud my usb dont seem t be working so well,
im lazy t send em via bluetooth one by one..
shall update with e pics tmr maybe.. (:

yea,
went t meet shannon'ptg tgt with koonleong nd clovis for dinner..
thn ovr t my sec1/2/3 hang out, 324. hah!
had been ages since i last went thr.. omg.. lol.

return'd nd watch transformer on dvd..
ok i know im slow.. -. -
thn watch'd torque bud doze off halfway.. lols.

as fer tday,
got up nd hit'd town t meet yao nd his classmates t chill at cathay's starbuck..
kinda literal rot thr man!

nd deline'steady with shiming came pass nd we caught up abit..
bad lil girls, pick'd up smoking.. dumbos.

well, alvin nd gilbert (i think) thn came follow by small gabriel, t bump ard with us..
it was total boring shyt la..
until idk wht time thn went ovr t plaza with gilbert(i think) nd small gabriel t look for charlene..
aw, sweet.. hahs!

walk'd ard nd made a fool outta ourself.. lmao.
dine'd at ljs thn went t e arcade for abit nd ya, basically just hanging ard plaza sing...
until 9pm nd i happily forget tht ive t make a trip t num at heerens la!
stupid piece of shyt.

went for donuts at edonut on e way t heerens.
nd num was closing upon our arrival... wdh.
so we parted nd head'd for home..
174 was a long journey back... hoos.

i kinda miss th happy short moment we shared while dancing t th song accidentally in love.
was tht glance stealing... hmz.

2008-06-17T10:42:00.004+08:00

Listening what hurts the most

RenewalYouth'08 camp.. =DD
theme, rang ai zhou dong.
was a blast.. total fun. v^.^

day1/2,
kayaking at kallang.
kayak'd from kallang water sports centre t marina.. lol.
stop'd just at th shore along th flyer nd went back..

colour difference.. cool eh. hah!
(focus, shoulder nd arm)

a view from e campsite.. =D

day2/3,
amazing race at pulau ubin nd finale at pasir ris park.

on e ferry t ubin,
cher, pris nd pris-friend.

random 'grp' photo.. only cher's looking at e cam thou..

random.

nd so, we arrived at ubin nd was discussing whr shall we go for e first station whn th clue says,
th following sentence is not true 'i am not near th lowest point of th island'..
ju finalized it with 'i am near th lowest point of th island' since not near is not true..
so we follow'd her decision instead of mine nd ended up at e wrong place.. lol.
walk'd some 40mins nd pooft! wasted.. loll..

initially all was so happily walking,
ju ask'd if i was taking a pic of her nd so

i got her a solo pic.. hah!

aftr knowing tht we'r at e wrong place,
settled down at a hut nd call'd for help..
part of th group took a van out from th deeep weird place while 7 of us ran nd meet at e jetty..
th run was crazy i swear.. i cldnt believe tht ive actually ran more thn half th distance of pulau ubin in a havanas.. shyt!

meet up with everyone at e jetty nd off t whr i said th first station was located..
tada, im right.. =b

while waiting for our turn t do our challenge. [:

done nd went off..
was wondering if we shd rush t e nxt station as time was running out..

cher walk'd rlly rlly quickly ahead of everyone making her look like some emo kid.. HAH!

well, we din make it in time t e nxt station anyway..
went straight t pasir ris park...
gathr'd nd had th camp fire, dinner nd skit performance..

campfire

leader's preparing t light it up

trying t light it up

light'd up.. =D

nd th skit, it was damn funny man i swear..
with all th weird language weird stuff you head..
cross dress nd all.. lmao.
nd i was suppose t be a sissy 4d dealer.. lmao..

din had much time t rehears as a group so well,
we just did as it is, depend almost totally on our chemestry(typo?)...
it turn out not tht bad anyway.. yays.

nd yes, one of my favourite activity..
th mass dance..
dance'd t e song accidentally in love..
initial partner was andrew'sister.. lmao, th sister joke.
thn change'd partner t chanping, th golden hair.. lols.
well, she dance pretty well.. xD

as everybody says, it turn'd out t be messy dance instead of mass dance..
bwahaa..
bud i did enjoy th dance nvrthless.. =DD

went back t camp site nd waited for my turn t shower unto i doze'd off..
befor tht, i swallow'd a pack of calbee bigbag hot'n'spicy potato chips.. haha!
woke up at some 2+ 3 am nd went t shower...
hang ard nd went t village with xuanyun, andrew nd jane..

saw bisexuals.. lmao lmao. bethoven...
walk'd one big round nd went back t camp site...
andrew went t slp, weak la sister! xD
jane get wash'd up nd went t slp soon aftr..

thn i went down t e beach with xuanyun.. (:
boring morng, like imagine, 5+ am wht can you do man..

i wrote my name thr.. =D

nd her's bud seem t be wrong, she din correct me.. =\

nd RY.. renewal youth..
super dark, idk why i cant get th bright pic uploaded.. =[

soon it's dawn,
had breaky nd final cleaning up nd everyone left on their own..
train'd from tamp t cityhall with christina nd i continue my journey home..
got home at like ard noon nd slpt at 1pm unto tday,
9+ am.. a good 20hrs of sleep.. lol.

okay, i totally enjoy'd myself throughout th camp..
esp, kayaking nd finale mass dance.. =DD

nd im sorry cher nd chris for th calls early in e morng.. ):

aftr this camp,
seriously, i seens some changes in myself..
thanks for e advice wong'laoshi.. =p
nd chanping as well, golden hair..

oh great, a new me, hopefully... =D
may god bless..

byees!

2008-06-13T02:30:00.002+08:00

Listening yi lu xiang bei

omfg, i slpt for 21hrs nd wasted my offday away..
its a thursday, nthg special thou..
bud i just sleept th entire day away.. fk!

hung up nd went t slp on wednesday 4am nd woke up on friday 1am..
which is just earlier on.. nd im feeling uber hungry YET thr's nthg t eat,
no koko crunch at home! wdh wdh.

nd so im stuck here on e comp bloghopping nd doin nthg..
nobody seems t be online.. =\
ohwells.

3 days of midnight shift from fri t sun.. T-T
thanks god tnight im knocking off at 3am..

nd did i mention im so not feeling well.
my throat is killing me,
i can forsee throat infection nd i needa take antibiotic again.. )=
doctor, im coming for you on monday..

2008-06-12T01:47:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

my latest addict.. jeez! :D

well, nthg much.
went t work as usual nd got home at ard 1230..
wash'd up, supper nd here i am.. tada~

off t my phone convr.. [:

2008-06-10T04:35:00.002+08:00

Listening colourblind

nd so, i woke up at like 11pm?
aftr my aftrnoon nap from some 2pm..
ring maverlyn'daughtr nd met her at 1130..

went t pioneer mall thn t jurong central..
as if we'r doing shopping at 7-11.. lol.
bought so many things..
all food nd drinks thou..

thn went ovr t somewhr near e skatepark t chill..
boring night...
went back t pioneer mall for loo nd drinks again thn hang ard unto like 3am,
walk'd her back nd i came home.. [=

some pics taken earlier on.. (:

she definitely love her tongue piercing.

ive tongue piercing, not.

a decent photo tgt.. :D

aloe apple, pocky, aloe apple..
chu-ku-lart, inside joke, hahaha.

well, nuer edited this pic on th spot using her mobile.

ehs.

uhs.

random. (:

wht's on your mind,
who's on your mind,
who's in your heart, whn th clock strikes aftr-twelve..

2008-06-09T08:53:00.002+08:00

Listening nobody's home

its monday morng!
i spend my ytd, which is a sunday, sleeping round th clock.. D:
kinda hangovr from saturday's pub session..

yea,
so basically, my update's only on saturday..

went out in e aftrnoon t panpac bud i was early so chilled at the cafe cartel at msq..
th chocolate shake was rathr nice i felt.. =]
thn into panpac.. things went as badly as i expected. hah!
so walk'd ovr t opposite raffles city's busstop nd took 16 ovr t klp, kallang leisure park, t meet yao, alvin, cherie, gab nd anthr lady.. yeps.

hang ard thn t bowling.. hah!
i got cheated by yao into playing bowling with em la..
hasnt bowl for ages or rathr decades manzxc~!!

yao.

cherie.

aftrwhich is arcade nd off t town..
randomly walk'd ard cine thn chilled at ofc..
was feeling vry comfortable thr.. *shrugs*
nd thn~

thy went back, i wen t dhoby with gab,
no, he went thr with me,
nono, we went thr TGT.. hah!
thr's this joke about who's going WITH who nd we finalized tht its we'r going TGT.. lol.
saw wan thr, having this dance battle nd stuff, nd well, it was good t see him nd his team being th champ for th event..
technically, th time i arrived was e prize presentation.. so yea.
thn thy had this once last dance so i stay alil while..

gab went for bus t return while i took a train t bq..
met john at e train thn tgt t access..
ok, im lazy t eleborate alr..
nthg much happen thr, all small issue.. yea.

got home at like 6am?
nd i slpt for some 24hrs unto this morng.. jeez!

random.

a different me. [:

2008-06-07T10:04:00.000+08:00

Listening all my life

ive waited for someone like you for all my life,
th past 17 years? or rathr, since whn ive started t know wht is th special feeling nd ever started having th special feeling twards someone..
everything just crumble'd in one night, just one night nd everything we've been through is gone..
sighs.

nd well,
did i mention tht guowei agree tht someone had been psyco-ing you as well.. =x
yea, somehow cause im kinda black listed in tht school for smthg i did in th past which i find it rlly rlly stupid now..
wht t do, i was dumb back thn, nthg can ever change th fact alr.. ):

i was standing at th window looking at th rain getting heavier nd telling mum tht it was raining.
i happily turn'd nd went t bathe without closing my windows until im in e bathroom thn i realise nd rush'd back t close it..
how dumb.. ._.

nd look at this for once, in a pic.

ive been looking at this for th past few nights!
in person! like, hasnt been sleeping for th past few nights,
instead, im up emo-ing my life away.. T-T

so well, went town for alil shopping tday with irwin..
bought a new bag nd a pair of shoe.. =D
nd he tried t squeeze into th kiddy ride at paragon..
look at this nd, lmao~

hah! sorry merlion, bud i want t post this pic here.. xD

nd so, went t work aftr shopping...
manager extended my schedule nd knock'd off only at 7am..
hang ard alil nd came home,
gonna nap alil while nd going out soon.. =D

cheers for th makeovr.
present emo gay.. watch me tmr... jeez!

2008-06-05T23:47:00.003+08:00

Listening gui ji

sighs,
im feeling emo again.. ):
someone talk t me pls..

i cant believe tht i freaking slpt from 10am t 11pm..
burning my entire day!
irwin back'd out from towning nd i was sleeping all day thus no town tday..
mum woke me up asking me t go t e bank t get my check processed nd get my debit card as well bud i was seriously tooo lazy t get up.. whts wrong man.
my day had became my night nd night became my day!
im like, totally turning th clock ard.. wdf!

gotta work tmr, sat nd sun.. ):
nd i promise id drag myself up no matter wht t make a trip t e bank nd t town befor work!

kayaking session nxt sat with back-thn-my-teacher-now-my-friend..
looking forward t it.. =D

sighs,
emo songs, drowning songs..
sorry by buck cherry is rlly a nice song i felt.. hiak.
above tht, i can feel tht im gonna hav a sorethroat real soon.. coughing mad now alr.. T-T

[edit ; 0211am]
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the question.

1. How are you feeling today?
apologies
-cause ive wasted a day(?)

2. Will you get far in life?
baby just say goodnight
-i see no link

3. How do your friends see you?
be without you
-i can just disappear

4. Will you get married?
too serious too soon
-inplementing tht id regret my first marriage(?)

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
lovestory
-my bestfriend wld eventually be my partner(?)

6. What is the story of your life?
tonghua
-hope so

7. What was high school like?
my prayer
-loving someone whom i cant hav

8. How's your life going?
love you so
-i aint loving this life at all doink!

9. What's the best thing about your friends?
love me or hate me
- its eithr love em or hate em

10. What song will they play during your funeral?
here without you
-my loved one wldnt be present at my funeral(?)

11. How does the world see you in?
tonight i wanna cry
-in a way tht makes me tear

12. Do people secretly lust after you?
sorry
-i dont quite get it

13. How can you make yourself happy?
whn you'r gone
-whn she left(?)

14. What should you do with your life?
love you lately
-try t love my life(?)

15. Will you ever have children?
i not stupid
-uber no link

16. What song would you strip to?
never again
-th beat is totally out pls

17. What does your mum think of you?
th potential breakup song
-no link as well

18. What is your deep, dark secret?
colour blind
-im colourblind, in terms of r/s

19. What is your enemy's theme song?
guiji
-i'd regret him/her being an enemy(?)

20. What's your personality like?
tonight
-some emo shyt

21. What song will be played at your wedding?
fool again
-regreting my marriage or a screwed up marriage

THREE names you go by:
1. lesLie
2. JiaQing
3. IronBoy

THREE screen names you have had:
1. devotionist-
2. dream.ville
3. JayQue

THREE physical things you like about yourself:
1. stomach
2. arm skin (super flexible)
3. reflexes

THREE parts of your heritage:
1. let
2. me
3. see. hmmz

THREE things that scare you:
1. i
2. d
3. k

THREE of your everyday essentials:
1. almost
2. nothing
3. alr

THREE things you are wearing right now:
1. boxer
2. jacket
3. only

THREE of your favourite bands or musical artists:
1. JayC
2. LinkinPark
3. LimpBizkit

THREE of your favourite songs:
1. Sorry ; buck cherry
2. i'll remember you ; no secrets
3. hav you ever love nd lost somebody ; sclub

THREE things you want in a relationship:
1. commitment
2. understanding
3. trust

TWO truths and A lie (in no particular order):
1. i'd work hard t show th world wht im capable off
2. i wana hit town asap
3. i am happy

THREE physical things about the preferred sex that appeal to you:
1. hairstyle
2. sense of fashion
3. just she herself (noone in particular)

THREE of your favourite hobbies:
1. bmx
2. aggressive skates
3. town-ing?

THREE things you want to do really badly right now:
1. get my debit
2. shopping
3. sleep

THREE careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. engineer
2. architect
3. interio designer

THREE places you want to go on vacation:
1. perth
2. states
3. somewhr far

THREE names you like: *THEIR NAMES ARE SO UNIQUE! :D
1. teriza
2. ethel
3. cant think of those names at th moment*

THREE things you want to do before you die:
1. plan out my funeral
2. make sure my funural wld go smoothly as i want it t be
3. dress up nicely befor entering th coffin :D

THREE ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. uh
2. uh
3. uh.

THREE ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. eh
2. eh
3. eh.

THREE celeb crushes:
1. you
2. must
3. be crazy

THREE people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. anyone
2. will
3. do

1. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
my supervisor from ofc.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yea.

3. What happened at 10.00 am today?
i went t slp.

4. When did you last cry?
quite sometime back

5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
toast

6. What do you want in your life right now?
happy nd meaningful life, a stable r/s, bestie perhaps

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
hood doink

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
blanket

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
hush puppies boxer

10. What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
idk

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
no?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nah

13. What was the last movie you caught?
drillbit taylor

14. What are you proud of?
almost nthg?

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

pda ; vcard of vicki from ale
mobile ; thankyou msg from m1

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
sorry - buck cherry

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
quite a number of em?

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
anton'erzi ; bout meeting up

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
i only slpt this morng at 10

20. Are you currently happy?

no, not at all

21. Who gives you best advices?
idk.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
gonna try it someday soon

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
nobody

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
life

25. What/ Who was the last thing/ person that made you laugh?
miss wong, back thn my teacher, now my friend

26. Do you wear toe socks?
nah

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
adelene

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yar ah

29. What annoys you most in a person?
repetition of things tht's -so-making-sense-to-me-

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
perhaps

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
kinda

32. What is the colour of your room?
white nd blue

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
certainly

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
ya?

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
myself

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
hidayah

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
no?

38. Do you have a life?
not recently

39. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didn't?
no

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
songless

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
forgotten

42. Last time you smiled?
early this morng, convr with miss wong

43. Have you changed this year?
kinda, hardcore workaholic

44. What are
ehs?

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
no.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open

47. Is there a quote you live by?
live life t th fullest.
more thn this actually

48. Do you want someone you can't have?
kinda

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
piano

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
sleep my entire week through

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00 pm?
just knocked off

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
definitely no yet yes. carefree nd care'd-less

53. What song describes your love life?
my prayer

54. Does the person knows you like him/ her?
guess not

55. Who always makes you laugh?
noone in particular

56. Do you speak another language other than English?
chinese, bit of malay, dialects

57. Are you blond?
no

58. What's your middle name?
jia

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

towning nd working

60. What do you think you are like?

a piece of unloved robot alr

61. Who will you choose to die with?
myself

62. Where have you been today?
home only

63. What game do you play often?
none, once in awhile viwawa's wahjong

64. Who are you missing right now?
tht particular lady

65. If you were to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
friends cause thr's no love between

66. What are you doing right now?
emo-ing

67. Which primary school are you from?
Jurong

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
black white nd shades of grey

69. What emotion do you like to show?
hopefully ever smiling

70. What is life to you?
passing time

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
let th trouble troubles on

72. Who did you last chat with in MSN today?
ale

73. Who do you admire most?
idk

74. Which month are you born in?
march

75. How are you feeling right now?
emo

76. What is the time now?
0204am

77. Where are you now?
my room

78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
blond, purple, gold

79. Why are you doing this test?
some reason noone wld know

80. What do you do when you're moody?
isolate

81. At which age do you wish to get married?
23?

82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
friend, i aint gay, yet.

83. Do you think you have confidence?
likely

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
bytch

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yeps

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
hav a super close clique with a bestie among em

87. What is your goal for this year?
be a lvl above my peers

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
perhaps

89. What feeling do you love most?
shaky

90. Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
who cares, just die

91. What feeling you hate the most?
boredom

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
its in my genes

93. Do you believe in God?
yeps

94. Who cares for you the most?
noone in particular i suppose

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
idk

96. What'll you bring when you fight?
courage, aggresiveness, hatred, violence, stamina, brain nd a smile

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
quite abit of em

98. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
live my life myself

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
resign t fate nd hope e othr guy wld treat her better thn i did.
im single thou..

Instructions are basically the same. Required to tag 10 people into doing this.
1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10.
anyone will do.

th whole thing makes me sound like an extreme saddist.. T-T
[/edit]

2008-06-05T05:40:00.000+08:00

Listening as long as you love me

nd yes yo.. =D
say bye bye to th following.

htc shift

htc advantage

SE xperia x1

SE p1i

nd say hello t my LG KS20 ! xD
weeha.
gota new mobile, pda rathr.. yays. =D
smthg corp'd up on e day i bought e phone thou, so well..
i had a hard time getting you stupid machine.. lols.

well,
had been pretty t update lately.. so yea..
some pics we took last week at work. =D

zoo nd i.. peace yo.

mis nd i [=

my crew,
JM asst manager, chris barman, gavin managment trainee, colin steward, park steward nd i =DD

some stupid pose. jeez!

nd a proper shot.. (((:

yea,
met up with maverlyn nuer ytd for supper nd chill'd..
had some good random chat nd yea, reach'd home at 1230am, went t bed at 7am.. =D

as for tday..
knock'd off nd went t meet flora'sis nd clique..
hang ard unto nearing 2am,
got home t wash up nd went t meet guowei for supper.. :D

had been a long time since we last met doink! =D
nd we actually walk'd a damn big round of dtour t pioneer mall..
took our own sweet america time t eat, unto like 4am.. lol.
chill'd nd slowly strolled t 7-11 at jp t get some sticks nd chill'd at his block again.. =D
thn he went home..
here i am back at home updating.. (:

gonna do some shopping tmr,
hopefully it'd be a fruitful trip.. jeez!

you'r sweetest nd deepest inpact in my life, ever.
i swear you've caused th greatest inpact..
nd yea, im gonna move on in life resigning t fate tht id nvr win your heart..
like wht ive told nuer ytd, loving someone doesnt mean having t hav em by your side.
so, good morng, i want t be a different person from now.. (:
my th best luck be with me in accomplish-ing this goal of mine.. tada-

2008-06-01T08:40:00.002+08:00

Listening anyone of us

bright morng! :D
rain'd.. great.. yays.

nd so, i slpt for 19 nd a half hours nd went t work.. =D
great slp doink..

ok, work was crazy man..
i bet anyone wld be shocked t be looking at th crowed..
like, th damn cafe's fully, totally, inside out pack'd!
i swear its seriously pack'd.. holy dunk.
nd th queue(typo?) is always thr from like 11pm unto 2am..
at least 10pax in th queue im saying!
its totally crazy man..
bud well, thank god, rlly rlly, thank god,
im assigned th floater which means i can go ard
th whole place without having t stick t any station..
with no fixed duty..
WHEWW ~!

nd so, th last table or rathr group of ppl left at 0654am..
6mins t knocking off.. -. -
imagine, working th whole night through with only few short breaks,
rlly short like 5mins for a puff..

nd yes,
mum drove me t work,
dad drove me home from work.. yays. :D

nd nd, mummy's addicted t viwawa's wahjong!
loll.
im going wahjong-ing aftr this too.. :D

ps,
idk wht's wrong with me,
or rathr my mind..
th tot of you still makes my heart uncomfortable bud yet,
th othr part of my mind is having anything thinking..
like, totally giv up on having or pursuing a rs nd turn zig-zag.. )=
sighss.

2008-05-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Listening dilemma

LG ks20!
wait for me, coming thurs..
its less thn a week from now..
may time flies..

ohwell,
exam ytd..
took th almost-2-hours-bus back with jj nd arrived at jurong at some 1odd pm..
k-u-k-u..
so, took a nap nd headed t town for work..
everything was fine.. uber slack i swear..
some 0130am nd t whole cafe is cleared, zero guest.. xD
thn some came nd left.. at least no guest gav us trouble..

played some game with fellow work mates nd manager..
brain squeezing game.. felt it was nice bud yea, brain squeezing, totally!
knock'd off at 7am nd came home..
like i feel so so awkward, everybody's walking twards e station nd im e only one walking away from e station twards home.. =\
anyhow, i slpt my life away. :D
from like 9am t 11pm...
wow, i've just successfully wasted one day like tht. xD

gotta get some bites nd perhaps back t slp.. =]
zxczxc.

2008-05-28T01:58:00.000+08:00

Listening like a rose

damn it la, unwanted guest..
okay, so thr's this flying creature, insect which flew into my room started flying ard..
waited for it t settle down so tht i can send it out wrapped in a tissue,
aftr a good 1min or so, it continue t hover in my room.. like wdf.
so i kinda sat on t floor looking at it fly, dumb i know. ._.
eventually, it flew outta my window.. like wdh. im like an idiot looking at th flying creature with a tissue in my hand.. dorgh~

well,
work was pretty fine tday..
ive a phobia of holding th tray with more thn 1 glass on it.. damn!
nd like wow, thr was 3manager nd 1supervisor on duty tday at ard 10pm..
totally wow!
kinda lack of staff, i went ovr t cover up for station2 whn im assigned t station1 only.. k u k u.
everything was fine..
nd JM wanted me t extend unto 1am bud yea, my cab fare back wld be 20 odd so thy decided t do with one staff less..
:D

left at 11pm nd came home..
ohmy, exam tmr nd having midnight shift.. jezus!
nd yes yes yes, i must meet up with tons of ppl t catch up alr!
might be meeting weixian ltr on, shall see wht's his respond t this crazy idea.
ps, its 1.56am now.. =D

random.
was browsing through my photobucket nd saw this phrase which i use t use alot back thn,
fuck it all, fuck this world, fuck everything you dont stand for
dont accept, dont belong, dont give a shit
dont ever judge me..
it makes me go wuuuuuuuuuuu~
so so yesterday man... hahahah.

hpy, i still miss you! )=

2008-05-27T01:25:00.001+08:00

Listening more to life

nothing ever gonna remind you of me, i bet.. )=

briefly draft(typo?) out my schedule for this week.
~~monday26 // 1pm - 3pm exam airport trip with lest nd star~~
tuesday27 // 1pm - 3pm impt lesson 7pm - 11pm work
wednesday28 // 9am - 11 am exam 7pm - 7am work
thursday29 // revision with lest nd star perhaps
friday30 // 10am - 11am exam
saturday31 // 7pm - 7am work
sunday1 // liondance
monday2 // 3pm - 0430pm exam
tuesday3 // -idk-
thursday4 // PAYDAY ! xD new mobile handset !
friday5 // trip t tm&cs with lest
saturday 6 // chillin session with zg nd othrs
sunday7 // -idk-
monday8 // meet up with huishi

wtf?
ive so many things on???
ohwells, shall take th 4th of june as my motivation.. xD
okay, i shall stop my schedule-ing if not th list wld nvr end..

anyhow, as stated, im getting a new mobile handset.
anybody has any pda phone t intro? :D
othr thn SE xperia x1 nd LG ks20 which are my priority phone,
depending on price thou.. =\
htc shift nd advantage wld be next coming up.. :D

enough of those.. (:
so well, went t school for exam tday..
was damn freaggggggin cold in thr i swear..

24'd t airport t3 with lester nd estar aftrwhich..
th ESs.. lESter, lESlie, EStar.. :D
cool yea? xD
walk'd ard t3 looking for my doink but cant seem t find it.. ):
so companied lester t hav his popeye at k-o-p-i..
was talking bout some cheena ahbeng who drop out of school
at a young age t pursue their life long dream of becoming
a professional lion dancer. HAH!
i find this phrase damn meaningfull nd true la.. =x
thou ima lion dancer too, i aint th hardcore type okayyyy. :D

skytrain'd t t2 t walk ard nd chill at mac..
thn estar left by bus..
lester's parent came t pick us up nd went ovr t his place..
he get changed nd all nd headed t tm..
hang ard, para'd chill, dinner'd nd i returned..
im back early tday.. :D
like befor 12 im back alr.. hoos.
lesson tmr at 1pm.. boring shyt manzxc !
somebody pretty pls morng call me at 10am, possible? =x

however,
im gonna get some slp!
picture's with lester, wld get it from him soon nd get em uploaded.. smell ya p.

2008-05-26T14:47:00.002+08:00

Listening th great escape

im having my exam yo!
yea, its autocad exam tday, or rathr, now. (:
started at1pm nd gonna end in awhiles time at 3pm..

im bored, so im here t update.. :D
nd its uber uber cold in here, thanks t hayqal who turn th aircon t iunno wht degree..
now my palms are freako fair/pale/white/whtsoever!
brrrr~!

anyhow, wld be going ovr t ca t3 ltr on aftr exam with lester nd estar.. =D
boring shyto.
i wanna get home early tday nd sleeeeep. :D
gotta attend some rlly impt lesson tmr in e aftrnoon nd am working tmr night.. =)=
ohwells~

speaking of work,
looking at my this week schedule i wonder if i shd frown or smile.
like seriously.. total of 28hrs bud i guess wld be reduced.. ):
ohdamnzxc.

alrights, im off from blogger..
bump ard in class alil more nd im leaving..
smell ya peeps. :D

2008-05-26T01:29:00.002+08:00

Listening th way i am

ok,
im so not in th best of mood.. rahs.
firstly, i feel like slping. -. -
secondly, screwed up at work.
thirdly, i wanna chill yet no companion (lost mobile thus all contacts)
fourth-ly, i miss th dancing clique.
fifth-ly, i miss bytch who's in out at tekong. ):
six-ly, thr's exam tmr.
seven-ly, i want a decent mobile handset.
eight-ly, cause ive e previous 7 reasons ard!
damn it pile of holy shytoooooooooo.

i miss you hpy. ):

2008-05-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

Listening zero vision - overdrive [jumpstyle]

i slpt for a good 18hrs yo!
wahah~
tht was so random.. x)

yes, school'd ytd...
was called t e department's head's office..
nd well, ive gotta repeat my module.. lawl. lame shyt.
anyhow, had been finalised alr so yea..

returned t changed nd all thn went ovr t tm t meet lester..
ohmygod, les, now thn i see your true colour.
fancy you targeting lil girl.. HAHA!
ok well, we've some kinda inside joke yea..
nd so, hang ard tm nd cs unto like 11 odd nd left for e last train home..

people at e east do dance kinda well,
bud it seem non take e initiative t star th ball rolling by inserting th tokens into it. =\
like, aftr i started my first dance nd all, it hit'd 12tokens!
wdh, ive t wait like freaking long for my turn again..
nd definitely its easy t get an audience thr.. bwaha.
lets go thr tgt for some good dance whn you'r out bytch ! =DD

i kinda wonder who's tht tht you'r refering too.

2008-05-22T01:28:00.002+08:00

Listening my prayer

everything crumble'd..

13may08`0930pm's flight at th singapore flyer..

torn apart..

its all gone, now nd always..

th awkward feeling still creeps into me every now nd thn..

ohwells~

2008-05-20T15:40:00.000+08:00

Listening inconsolable

im feeling uber lethagic nd lazy.. rlly.
t th extend tht i dont even wanna walk a 3mins t mac t get my meal instead, i call'd delivery.. lol.
ok, tht was rlly random..

rahhhs,
i wanna hit town,
get my watch, watch my movie nd t chillllll.
god, its boring shyt in here.. home.

off t prepare my stuff nd perhaps leave home early for work..
smell ya. (:

2008-05-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

Listening one step closer live in lisbon

im lazy t u/d in detail..

went t kukup at m'sia for a chalet nd return'd on sat aftrnoon,

intend t hit town bud i got home nd drop dead.. ohwells~

unto this morng, got up nd went for vesak day liondance..

uber tiring.. )=

went for some mediacorp shooting as well..
which means, im going on tv.. bwaha..

yea, nthg much t u/d, im rlly lazy..

nd idk why,

im actually missing you.. :s

a random pic on th way t kukup. [=

2008-05-16T14:49:00.000+08:00

Listening doin it again

as i mentioned, i've successfully lost my mobile nd thus all my t-be-uploaded-photos are gone..
boo~!
now im gonna essay my u/ds.. rahs.

well, work as usual last night..
headed t sch for some test nd back'd home..
gotta tidy my room alil befor towning ltr on..

nd yea, likely t be returning at like 4am?
pack my stuff nd off i go, wld be away from town ovr th weekend..
i want some massage! :D

okay, gotta check out movie slot nd get going t change my hammy's stuff..
hoos!
hammy, miss me yea.. xD

2008-05-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

该死的温柔

I put it down on my life
That I love you from
the bottom of my heart
Cause you the sweetest
thing ever in my life
I cry So many times
So many true lies
But I'm the one that
will never ever
make you cry and cry

让我们走完这一次完美的结局
好像当初的约定爱着对方一直到老
问自己爱情的游戏还有没有规则
要怎么面对着问题说没问题
心里在流泪骗自己
可是你却对我说
说好泪不流
缘份已尽的时候
你不再要借口
风停了雨顿了
你一定要走
我还站在记忆里
在感受

你这该死的温柔
让我心在痛泪在流
就在和你说分手以后
想忘记已不能够
你这该死的温柔
让我止不住颤抖
哪怕有再多的借口
我都无法再去牵你的手

I put it down on my life
That I love you from
the bottom of my heart
Cause you the sweetest
thing ever in my life
I cry So many times
everything that you're gone

说好从此后
说好泪不流
缘份已尽的时候
你不再要借口
风停了雨顿了
你一定要走
我还站在记忆里
在感受

你这该死的温柔
让我心在痛泪在流
就在和你说分手以后
想忘记已不能够
你这该死的温柔
让我止不住颤抖
哪怕有再多的借口
我都无法再去牵你的手

你这该死的温柔
让我心在痛泪在流
就在和你说分手以后
想忘记已不能够
你这该死的温柔
让我止不住颤抖
哪怕有再多的借口
我都无法再去牵你的手
牵你的手
牵你的手

nd so, here's e song tht ive been listening t pretty much lately..
nice i felt.
download it or perhaps get it from me whn im onlin ya.. =D

2008-05-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

Listening cry for you

nd jyea,
im gonna disappear for a month or so.. :DD

thanks t some idiot who actually stole my mobile, 2weeks old n80.
now im mobile-less, i can hardly be contacted..
shall get myself engaged in work nd sch.. =DD

gotta wait unto like 5th june t get my p1i pda phone.. rahs.
my bill gonna be uber low for this month.. bwahaha..

ok, time t get some slp..
nightssssssssss.

2008-05-13T15:07:00.000+08:00

Listening leave get out

happy bday sarah hpy. =)=

well, th promise is indeed broken..
shall move on from here..
takecare lady,
wht hurts th most was being so close..

ok, nd yea,
i dont hav much time here..
so just a brief u/d...

had been caught up in my hectic schedule again, yea..
like, work nd sch work nd sch..
call me crazy call me mad, im named ironboy.. =D

nd so,
gonna head down t panpac for some admin thingy thn back t ofc t start work..
weeha~
espresso pls... :DD

ive quite abit of photos in hand but i just cant seem t get time t upload em.. T-T
perhaps perhaps this weekend?
yea, cya ppl!

2008-05-08T15:43:00.000+08:00

correction, date for this entry is e 9th instead of 8th, blogger screwed up. @%$&&

Listening gai si de wen rou

aftr a good 11days of intensive work nd sch,
i had finally fallen ill.. =x

i spat,
all i see was blood.
i walk'd,
all i felt was jelly.
i was totally zombified at work on wed..
trust me, i was super super zombified..

nd so, urhmm.
yea, i got home at ard 8+ in e morng on thurs aftr knocking off nd slpt for a good 19hrs unto this morng..
went t get some breakfast nd back t slp.. (:
woke up in e late morng nd went t e doc..
i freaking had t take th blood test,
wht's worst's th trainee took th test for me..
nd th needle din went deep enough for my blood t flow nd ya, i can see th needle hole la..
anyhow, thy took my blood nd i left e room, was super uber giddy or rathr blur'd while walking t anthr room, i almost black'd out.. wdf !
now i see a point of having someone with me whn consulting e doc.. =\

well, aftr all im okay..
nthg much..
prescribed with 4 medcine tht gonna last me two weeks.
._.
i shall be good nd finish em..

nd i went t check out my new phone,
decided tht im gonna get p6i.. :D
0.7k... wdh, bud im willing t spend this money.. ((:

okay,
gonna prepare some stuff nd leaving home kinda soon for bbq thn off t work..

sighs,
i miss you, peiying! ):

2008-05-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

Listening nthg

im at cc'ofc yo..
boring shyt!

knock'd off at 7am earlier on.
stay'd here for breakfast nd headed t school.. =D
lesson was total nonsense man i swear..

ok, well,
came back t ff'ofc aftr sch since ivr nthg t do nd yea, like nowhr t go..
so, yala.. lols.

starting work ltr on at 7pm..
im soso looking forward t th next 7am whn i can head home t slp for a good 30hrs.. xDD

ok,
im very zombified now..
seriously, like everyone in sch had been saying tht..
i seem t be dead, as in a dead body walking ard.. lols.
ok wel i kinda admit tht too.. =x
rahhhhs.
ironboy ironboy must die ! :D
ps, nickname'd ironboy aka crazy at cc'ofc.

nd so, nthg alr man..
im gona stone here for like anthr 2hrs or so? :D
byekkkkz.

2008-05-06T09:22:00.000+08:00

Listening nthg

ok, im in sch nd ive nthg much t update about..
othr thn my boring working hours stuff.. =\
perhaps shall skip tht yea..

e only shyt is,
i was so zombified nd blur'd tht i made a couple of mistake,
worst of all worst is during billing! wdfish man.. zxczxc!

ok, i made some kinda weird drink myself for myself..
took a pic of it, shall upload it whn i get home yea.. (:

nd nd !!
it was like 065* am earlier on whn im about t knock off at 7am,
3 guest came in, i was like omg!
2 ladies at one table nd one guy at e anthr,
all cauca.. hoos, thy'r early man!
ok, tht's secondary..
th point here is,
im e only staff ard, midnight shift staff had all knock'd off at 6am nd e manager's away doing some paper work, so ive t handle th taking order, setting, bar, serving nd everything.. wdfish again man! zxczxc!
i literally panic luhh..
rushed t took order nd god blessed me, th guy was kinda enough t wait for me t be done with th ladies... x)

7am staff came, LATE!
bud at least ive settled th guests nd hand ovr t e othr staff.. (:
bought breakfast for em nd came t school..
wee, i hasnt slp since sunday evening.. :DD

its taking off in,
1week,
7days,
168hrs,
10080mins,
604800secs.
wld we be at th departure hall with me, ready t board it..
or wld you be somewhr i cant locate,
not answering my calls, not replying my textes, still.. )=

i am happy, not.

2008-05-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

Listening nthg

nd so,
im in class now.. freaking zombified!
damn.
so gonna get some espresso t wake myself up ltr on befor work.. )=

yea,
having a uber packed schedule for this week..
imagine this working hour people,
monday 7p t 7a
tuesday 11p t 7a
wed 7p t 7a
thurs break
fri 7p t 7a
sat 9a t 1a
sun 7p t 7a...
not forgetting lesson inbetween tht starts at 8am everyday from mon t fri.. holy dunk!

yea,
talked t shihui ytd at work..
she was saying, no point for my t be making myself so so freaggin busy with school nd work thinkin tht i'd get her off my mind..
somehow it do make sense cause even im at work i cant stop thinking bout those stuff nd its like, i was so hyper for a moment nd suddenly i just turn so so emo..
damn it im insane..
sighss.

nd i still aint getting any respond calling you..
i wonder wht does your heart feels whn your mobile beeps with my name on screen.. )=
th day is drawing nearer.. will th tickets eventually turn from 2 t 4...
may fate decide..

th birth of ironboy at cc'ofc.. (:

2008-05-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

correction, date for this entry suppose t be 4th may instead of 3rd may, blogger screwed up on me. =\

Listening gotta go my own way

friday

read th words on th plate on th right nd you'd know th event,
read th words on th cake on th left nd you know who..
jyea, ita yao's bday celebration with th clique.. :D

th cake jollin nd peiqi baked, orea cheese cake.

th clique

th clique

still th clique.

nd yea, met irwin in e early aftrnoon t chill first, jus th two of us.. (:
thn went ovr t ofc t organise some stuff for yao's bday celebration with th manager..
yao called nd i met him at ofc.. =D
ovr t monstercue nd back t ofc t meet jollin nd peiqi t get th cake nd furthr organise th things..
book'd th table nd get everything done.. yays.

cine for a dance with bytch nd bytch.. (:
daniel nd kennth..
thn back t ofc t chill, smthg screwed up so rushed ovr t monstercue whr all e othrs are..
got thr nd things are done alr..
wasted trip, nd yes i walkd from meridin t ofc, to nd fro so so many times..

brought yao t ofc nd settled down,
got our beverage nd all nd here comes th cake..
so many ppl was looking whn we'r sending th cake t th table.. lols. ok tht's secondary.
sang him bday song nd all nd cut'd th cake..
happy bday bro! :DD
chilled alil while nd off t istana park..

on th way thr, we ownd th passage way luh.. hahaha!
whn you own, you snap. x)

chill'd nd all unto11+ i suppose,
off t alvin's place..
jyea..
majong till almost-dawn.. T-T
thn went t slp, ohmy, imagine 5guys sleeping tgt. HAHA!
ok, we just dozed off so so soon befor we can even start playing or any shyt..

woke up like 2hrs aftr?
yea, tht was a nap instead of a slp manzxzx...
thn i came home, wash'd up nd hav some proper slp.. :D

yao nd i on e train twards alvin's place.

bday boy :D

screw'd expression.. :s

got up in e evening nd headed t town for work..
knock'd off at 11pm nd met bytch for dance at cine.. :DD
miss'd our last train nd bus nd so hang ard till like 1am..
bump'd into cousin jackson nd ex-class mate jacq.. hi people.. =D

nr back t jurong nd went t look for alex at his workplace.. lol i know.
okay, im thr t get a drink, 7-11.. (:
got home nd here i am, uber famished!
gonna get some stuff t eat nd i NEED a decent meal real soon.. )=

sometimes i wonder if you still keep th promise you made about instant noodle.

2008-05-02T00:28:00.000+08:00

correction for e date of this entry, its 2ndmay instead of 1stmay. (:

Listening ~~sound~~ noise of my class

im in class yo!

using lappy.. (:

technically ive forgotten whn was th last time i u/d'd nd wht was it about..

so well, ytd was labour day, knocked at at 7am nd headed home t slp..

oh wait wait,

befor tht, befor tht, met my bytch daniel in town for some shopping befor heading t work..

jyea.

so, i bought new chokers nd bracelet thingy..ovr t wisma t get some top bud well, din get any cause i dont seem t find any tht suits me..

our body yo.. (:

our jersey top, which din suit us cause of th cutting nd we din get it..

was sucha huge disappointment man!

laugh at this pic people.. xD

yeps, nd off t cine for,

...

dance of course!

chilled at coffee club ofc inbetween as well.

our drink :D my iced mocha nd bytch's coffee ms

had quite a great time dancing,

din had a big audience thou.. wasted. =b

met jj nd friends aftr tht for pool at k..

back t e arcade nd off t work whn its time.. (:

knocked off nd went t center point's mac with shihui, faiz nd anthr guy whom i forgot his name t chill, work mates.. :D

nd thy played poker thr, wdh man. ._.

th new long john sign board is kinda different nd cool.. lols.

perhaps im being spastic. =x

jyea, poker at mac early in e morn, yes early in e morng some 8am.. lol~

nd so, i went home t get some rest nd went for granny's 75th bday dinner..

hoos!

*shyt this lappy man, i waited for like 8mins for th photo t load nd it died on me.. wdf. -.-

okay, shall do without th pic for now..

ya, dinner at gombak with th family, th big family.. 30strong.. (:

fancy 8cars, vehicle setting out tgt for dinner.. hahaha.

cool ehs.. :D

left for town t work aftr granny's bday dinner..

work started nd all, yea, knocked at at 7am as usual nd came t school, now im in school thn.. lols.

meeting th clique in e aftrnoon for yao's bday yo..

happy bday bro! in advance thou.. =D

[edit]

im back'd home yo. (:

get e photos up nd tht's bout it, im famished.. =x

assemble,

ps; did i mention i hav a big family? (:

setting off

on th way.

ok look, row of 4 vehicle, all from my fam.. :D

well, thr's a total of 8.. cool ehs.. ahahas.

i tot i saw you in my dreams,

bud you ignored.. sighs.

i do miss you girl. )=

[/edit][2:08pm]

2008-05-01T02:56:00.000+08:00

Listening nthg

jwee just called,
(oh anyway, im in school)
yea, nd he asked bout s.
sighss...
speaking of tht..
it just made my heart ach, im like totally sadded upon telling him wht's going on bwt.. ):

nd jyea,
this song earlier on was rocking on air nd it made my heart sank as th lyrics run through my mind.. sighss.

[Talking] This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

off t lunch,
hitting town aftr lesson nd straight t work at night.. (:

2008-04-30T02:25:00.000+08:00

Listening say goodnight

i use t think;

t love is t pray..

now ive finally understand, this isnt th way t pray..

by praying, nthg wld come true, neithr will you get her love by just praying..

nd so, tht shan't be th way i pray from now on..

well, i hasnt got a new defination for love so i guess ive no reason t love..

since ive received tht text last nigt so clearly from you,

i dont know how th tears manage t stay in th glend, perhaps th mind's prepared for it or smthg?

like, i just wanna get myself away from thinking of r/s..
make it im running away, be it im avoiding it..

i just wanna get it off my mind. )=

im having a torn gum,
it just kept bleeding.. ) :

i slpt for a good 20hrs earlier on nd t my horror, i woke up with blood stain on my pillow..

okay, i do drool whn i slp.. =x

this time was with blood.. like wdh?!

th bleeding IS tht bad..

nd shyt you, it hurts, it rlly hurts.. i can hardly chew my food properly... T-T

good thing is, my throat's getting better..
infection.. havin tonsil i guess bud its much better now compared t couple of days back..

i feel like im becoming a saddist a dull jack.. )=
wht's happening man..

is potato a healthy food?

if so, my super healthy supper two days back, potato with potato. (:

outta boredom.

th kill time. (:

dinner break. =\

i miss th text we exchange,

calls we made

nd meet ups we've.. )=

2008-04-28T08:47:00.000+08:00

Listening someone's watching over me

nd so, ive got 46mins from now.

t update this, pack my stuff nd get changed..

ohmy.

well, lack of updates due t my fking tight schedule..

daddy, now you see why i need a lappy so tht i can update nd all whn im out! =b

basically had been working nd schooling for th past few days or rathr weeks..

yea, keeping myself busy t minimize th free time i've t think of you. (:

thou it doesnt help much. )=

nd so, friday,

met up with shar'sister nd small gab at ps's gelare thn yaoguang nd big gab came..

ok i forgot who came...

technically, we went for pool at monstercue thn dine'd nd chill'd at greattreat..

full strenght, 11 strong? ard thr..

pop into orchard point randomly nd saw this bonia wallet which look'd rathr simple nd nice..

nd so, i bought it.. =D

yes, its THIS simple.. but i like it.. ahahas.

nd jyea, went ovr t the coffee club at orchard fountain corner aftrwhich..

oh ya, jollin nd peiqi join'd us.. (:

nd so, we got th biggest table, th hottest table thr.. wee~

bought em drinks nd we chill'd with totally lame jokes nd all..

wonderful time spent tgt nvrthless..

yaoguang nd his mocha java, seems t be kopi'o.. lol.

my ice mocha :D

jollin nd peiqin, i forgot wht i order'd for em. =\

well, thy've their apple nd peach tea.. hahaha.

parted at e train station nd i got home t drop dead..

was so freaking late t meet bytch, supposingly 2 nd i arrived at 0340..

im sorry dude!

so went t cine, dance'd nd all thn time in for work.. )=

super zombified i swear..

knock off at 7am nd got home at like 8am?

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

unto 3 earlier on..

now ive t prepare my stuff nd get going t work,

straight t school aftr knocking off tmr morng at 7am nd back t work at 7pm aftr lesson at 5pm..

hahaha!

at least im knocking off at 11pm tmr.. whew~

i seem t be becoming a workoholic (typo?). ohmy!!

i still miss you girl. )=

2008-04-25T12:31:00.000+08:00

Listening sound of nature (:

ok, im at jkang's workplace, lan shop at timah actually..
nd yea, im heading t town for work in like anthr 10mins or so.. or perhaps once im done with this.. (:
its 0930pm alr!
ohwells~

anyhow, wld only knock off at 7am in e morng nd im going straight t school.. :DD

u/d gain whn im free thn,
smel ya peeps.

ps: i miss you girl. )=

2008-04-24T16:23:00.000+08:00

Listening dilemma

you dont know wht you mean t me.

ohwells, perhaps one day you will..

ok,

im dead beat..

from work tday..

fancy myself doing o/c on a school day.. haha!

anyhow, it was kinda fun i felt.. not putting th f'd up manager into th pic thou.. (:

nd jyea, o/c was at pyramid club, somewhr near th american club digonally opposite fareast on th right.. yea.

nd so, knock'd off nd went ovr t raffles city t meet up with shar'sister nd small gab.. (:

yea, sister's back from perth like aweek ago? yeps.

gab left for home while sister companied me for dinner at admirty(typo?)

as usual, we pour so much on each othr, sadness sorrows nd all..

ok, tnight wasnt rlly much cause th time were short..

nd im rlly glad tht ive this sister.. ((:

suprise suprise she actually kinda sounded me out on r/s stuff...

thou we were like fighting ovr age stuff nd all.. hoos.

nd yes, ive got t know one thing bout myself in r/s wise from her.. is tht a good point of a bad point, sister? =\

anyhow, thanks for th companion!

ok, im gonna get some nap soon..

school nd work tmr.. damn it shyt..

bytch! dont go t your damn eunos tmr nd hit town with me alright.. you kuku. rahhs!

i get it,

its pure avoiding..

escaping hoping everything wld tone down nd fade off eventually, yea?

i hope tht aint true bud i cant seem t find anyothr reason for you t be doing so.. sighss..

reflect nd tell me wht am i..

is th oh-my-god-plan ive made for your day this year rlly screw nd burn'd..{?}

2008-04-23T17:12:00.000+08:00

Listening you'r all i have

knocked off an hour earlier tday..
whew! thanks man..
i nearly died while working tday...
tiredness, sadness.. =\

alrights,
even ppl at e work place are saying tht my eyebag's getting heavier..
nd i clearly know tht.. darn.
well, wht t do..
gotta study gotta work..
perhaps keeping myself busy wld make me a not-so-dull person?
bud somehow id rlly want t stable it down.. )=

gotta get some slp pretty soon.
im like having only afew hours of slp aday recently,
gimma a day of break nd i promise i can slp unto e 25th hour! =b

anyhow,
am working again tmr.. long hours.
nd somebody's asking if id want t takeovr shift on friday which is like 1pm t 1am.. holy!
shall see t it, might be taking?
just t keep myself busy.. =x

is this th very first sign of avoiding?
escaping from reality.
aint facing th truth.
or this is just th sign of sorting one's thought,
getting th heart back on track so tht you can follow whr th heart leads..
i wonder..
i wonder whr you are,
i wonder wht you'r thinking bout tnight,
i wonder.
maybe you'r alone,
maybe you've been crying just like me, i wonder..
sigh, giv me a sign or smthg, god..

nd bytch!
pls be out from camp soon!
i need some crazy companion! x[

2008-04-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

Listening an jing

im finally home yo!

ok, i got home at 0240am earlier on, like 50mins ago..

nd so i kinda suffered from insomnia again last night.. T-T

drifted off only at some 4+am nd freaking hell i got up at 6am.. kuku.

went ovr t gombak nd yada yada, left for school at 750 or so..

th train was freaking pack'd man! damn it shyt.

nd i direct train t from gombak t pasir ris just left whn i step onto th platform.. rahhs.

got t school nd was rlly rlly tired bud th class was so noisy tht i kinda got woken up by em..

this nd that in class in school nd went ovr t bc for lunch with jj nd alson..

kfc.. =D

back t sch for lesson nd left for work at 0230..

well, i din book t work, instead thy called me nd ask me t go ovr t work so yea, i went.. (:

working tmr again, 5pm t 1am.. T-T

wht an vvip event luhh.

an evening with curtis stone.

hoos, i met him in person nd we shook hand too..

nd yea, for those who dont know who he is, he's some famous chef who always appear on discovery channel nd he's from aust if im not wrong.. or was he from th states? ohwell, he's a white anyway.. (:

im proud tht i actually attended th world gourmet summit.. hahaha.

nd so, knock'd off at 1am..
waited for e transport nd returnd..

now im freakin sleepy, wonder if i shd even slp !

gotta leave home for school in like anthr 3hrs time? O.o

holy shyt!

i hope those words did moved your heart.

thou i ain nd i cant be expecting much,

bud i do hope one day you'd turn t acceptance..

so i'll just play my part nd hope you'd hav a change of heart..

sorry girl..

les moutins :D

chateau les girards :D

at work tday, vvip event attire.. (:

broken, tell me this aint th truth girl.. )'=

ps, these pics are 100% genuine with zero edit, no photoshop no nthg.

2008-04-21T13:56:00.000+08:00

Listening show me the meaning of being lonely

nd so im so not okay tday..
at least ive my bytch t spend th day with me..

thanks bytch, thanks man, thanks bro !!

without planning, we both wore adidas jersey out. :D

went ovr t jp alone nd bought some thingy from precious thought.

thn meet up with my bytch at station cck.. he's freaking late luh. bloody singaporean..

lunch-d, ok it was like some 5pm, consider tht lunch?

well, had our meal nd went into lot1..

walk-d ard looking for my writting pad but th freaking popular doesnt hav any, its like so unpopular lar! wasted trip..

thn pop into random shops hopping thy've e writting pad tht im looking for.

apprantly, none has it.. )=

got a big card from more than words.. (=

bought a coin purse for myself at bluez.. (=

nd my bytch bought me a pretty notebook at comic con he got himself a psp game too.. :D

thanks bytch..

its written

do you love life?

then do not squander

time; for that's the

stuff

life is made of

please set a high value on one's time.

love life, love work,

love live.

time is a bird forever on the wing.

on th cover nd

time is everything

on th border area.

nd iunno why, th two of us just automatically walked into zone x.. O.o

its in our dna! damn.. hoos.

played some video game nd para-d, as usual..

its only whn we step onto th stage/dancefloor thn we felt th lethagic-ness in us..

like rlly aint in th mood t dance so i was like fooling ard with random moves.. well~ who cares anyway. we've a small audience thou...

was rlly lethagic nd went down t mccafe for some dessert..

bytch's latte frappe, my mocha frappe nd our darn good brownie nd choco chip muffin.

nd so we took our time t finish up our dessert nd drinks, being bloody singaporean. :D

thn left..

went ovr t bytch's place..

ohmy, im loving his hse alr..

esp whn nobody's in, like we can blast th songs so loudly as if its nobody's business..

way too cool..

nd nd ! his bed, th psp sound system beside it, im so loving tht corner..

sit in tht corner with th emo songs blasting, ohmy, tht's heavenly man..

so we sang some emo songs on our top of our voice, basically we can hardly hear ourself.

th music's THT loud, trust me.. (:

bytch thn left for camp nd i went jp alone again. =]

developed some photos nd came home..

shall hav my dinner soon, its 1046 alr.. hoos.

schooling nd working tmr..

so omfg, packed schedule..

8am t 5pm lesson, 4pm t 1am work.. how am i t juggle..

gonna skip lesson t head for work,

heard thr's some super super impt event or some sort, wonder wht it is.. =\

anyhow, im off t do some stuff nd perhaps turning in..

smell ya peeps.

thanks bytch for tday's companion!

girl, you'd be sadly missed. )=

incomplete is wht i feel aftr knowing tht you'r gonna be outta my life

well, ive seen th meaning of being lonely.. )'=

2008-04-20T20:39:00.000+08:00

Listening wo bu pei

perhaps i aint capable of being th one in your life. )=

town-d with daniel bytch nd his girl tday..
went ovr t faiz's work place t register for th thingy nd yea,
went ovr t wisma t look for some stuff,
met suhailmi nd some bedok college mate thr,
met peiying as well..
thn saw wan nd his crew preparing for some show..

got a drink at 7-11 nd left for cine..
para-d, thn met zg nd clique, ohwell jasper was thr too.. :D
dinner-d nd 106 t batok..
thr's this freaking auntie who actually responded t my 'bloody singaporean' thing..
like, omg, tht's hilarious.. bwaha.

went ovr t 503 t meet up with e othrs nd hang alil while thn ovr t westmall,
thanks bytch for being such great companion for e movie..
you guys know i need it.. thanks bytch!

so we caught doomsday..
tht's rlly an bloody show, nd its rlly rlly nice..
bloody in th sence tht it has tons of sence tht has blood squirting, splashing, flying all ard..
like omg, cool shyt man..

back t chill at 503 aftr e show at like 2am nd cab-d home at 0430..

our wonderfull nd fulling dinner.
chicken cutlet rice nd additional cheese fries.. :D

okay, this is babaric (typo?)

so is this.
well, i was rlly emo/depressed/upset or just rathr not in a good mood we din care much bout rules so yea..
my apologies t you bloody singaporean.

earlier on at cine (:

is age rlly sucha big issue in a rs?
why wldnt you giv me, yourself, us a chance?
do you rlly bear t do this?
is it worthwhile?
thr's tons of question running through my mind..
i dont wanna lose you just like tht girl..
i rlly dont..
you once told me, th time between 12april nd 13april wld just be a chapter of our story..
is this chapter gonna be th finale?
tell me you dont mean your words.. x'(

nd lastly, sorry for th distraction tday..
i din mean to. )=

2008-04-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

Listening my prayer

once again, its this song.. sighs.

th meaningful, very meaningful lyrics..

th content somehow do bring tears t my eyes at times.. ):

anyhow, school was crap tday.
rushed t school aftr sending peiying t sch thinking thr's th exam nd i hav t be early.

ended up, jj's not in sch, alfred's late nd th exam had been postponed.. wasted my effort man!
so, time passed nd soon its 1130, dismissed. :D

train-d t clementi with also thn 184-d ovr t timah t meet up with e para clique.. :D
had been quite awhile dudes!
jinkang's working thr so yea, th bunch of em was hanging ard thr with him..

kenneth bomb-d me, so well, had kinda small quarrel with him.. was rathr fedup frankly speaking..

thn damian nd laine came.. chatted for alil while befor heading t town..

met up with yao!

yo bro, had been awhile since we last met yea..

sat down at starbucks for a chat..

yao, alson nd i initially..

big gab nd jo thn came,
follow by cherie,

thn shar,

lastly small gab.. =D

walkd ard plaza sing alil nd went ovr t monster cue for pool..

just 3games nd i rushed off t meet peiying at her sch..

im sorry for being late girl! =x

so yea, train-d t gombak thn i returned..

was lying on bed texting py whn i actually dozed off nd tht giv me th feeling tht its like some 2am alr whn its only like 12am ! holy!

nd, perhaps th ugly word wld be tmr's screwed..
bud yea, sometimes we've t compromise t certain issue nd all..

is th cap necessary. ):

twins wang zai xiao man tou

earlier tday in school (:

monstercue billard

random view outta monstercue (:

pool with yao

random shot on e train home (:

smthg i drew, doesnt turn out t be nice but th skeleton of th image is thr.. =\

well, i wanna improve on drawing this!

grown up teens has a different mindset nd view twards friends, rs nd life, true?

2008-04-18T06:52:00.000+08:00

Listening i do

well, school as usual.. arrive like some 2hrs late..
nd im backed at home rlly early, like 0230 or so.. :D
well done.
nd im feeling VERY hungry plus thr's nthg at home for me t eat.. x(

okay, i had been kinda emo last night.. sighs.
forget it, shall not blog bout these stuff..

wonder whr've you been t,
no reply of textes no answering of calls..
DD: !
*worries*

this lil thing was penned down during th talk tday at e theatrette in school,
basically nobody's paying attention t e talk luh so yea, i wrote this in my notebook.. (:

sleepless night with you all ovr my mind
looking out o' th window, starring at th starsi heave a gently sigh
no point if i were t, in th middle of th night noone wld hear my cries
my heart, anytime it might just die
motion of th second hand, thy ticks by
thinking of th time we spent tgt, why do th just flies
th devotion i put in might be my deepest dive
perhaps im selfish tht i wanna be th only one, your only guy
be your only guy not for long, just this life
lets give each othr some time
i hope in time t come, you'd eventually be mine.. shpy♡

frankly speaking, iunno why im always thinking bout negative outcomes or rathr negative possibilities.. its like, urgh, i dont know man.. this feel sucks. T-T

text/ring me soon alrights girl.. ):

2008-04-17T14:55:00.000+08:00

Listening my prayer

like finally, ive some songs t calm my aggitated mood down. (:

well, went t suntec with zufaidi aftr school thn ovr t peni for lunch nd bought my shoe..

came home aftr tht. ima good boy, got home at like 7pm.. early! :D

thn went out t meet jwee nd flora'sis t chill at our estate,

nd got home at 11.. (:

sigh,

iunno why,

i feel puzzled nd eager..

ovr smthg smthg..

nd i dont like this feeling!! ):

random pic in class during lesson tday,
i was listening t wht e teacher's teaching okay! [:

makes me smile (':

2008-04-17T04:21:00.000+08:00

Listening th sound of my class

im in school yo!
nd so i had been a good boy last night by sleeping reallly early, like some 9pm..
sorry peiying, i dozed off upon reading your text..
nd tht msg did made me smile as i slp..
(kinda retard i know. ><" )

dad woke me up at 0630 nd i went back t slp
jj's call woke me up at 8 nd i went back t slp
my alarm rang at 9 nd i went back t slp
jj called at 1017 nd i went back t slp again.. lols.

eventually i got up at like 1030 nd prepare for school.. :D
met peiying at je nd companied her t town befor heading for school..

*random, hayqal just asked me whr's th hypen on e keyboard.
lame shit man! lol..

yea, lesson gonna end at like 3pm nd im going ovr t suntec for some job sign up thingy.. :D

anyhow, sorry girl, t bring up tht topic.
thou you said no sorries bud i dont feel good..
guess ive finally met my true motivation t make my life a btr nd more meaningfull one..
like wht i told faiz ytd in school, im gonna keep quiet bout it so tht i can hit my target real soon, nd hopefully ovrshot my target.. :D
forget bout e 10 nd 50 e othrs owe me..
learn my lesson nd let it pass will do..

it aint tht i feel we'r from e different world, more t th diff bg ya..
iunno how t explain bud somehow all i know is, wht ever diff we hav in th bg, i hope we'd hav th mutual feel tht wld keep our passion ever burning.. may these be just a passing phrase in our story..

i do - 98 degrees
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need is in your eyes
Shining at me

When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding

Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations seduce me cause I

[Chorus:]
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do.

In my world before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life to a new paradise
In a world, torn by change
Still with all of my heart 'til my dying day

[Chorus:]
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do.

th feel just develope nd grow deeper as th days pass.

2008-04-16T11:34:00.000+08:00

Listening back someday

school is boring..

ok, im rlly rlly vry tired nd slpy, shall make this brief with some pics. (:

sent peiying t sch,

went t sch,

slpt in sch,

left sch t meet peiying,

walked ard wm,

went t e library,

met ken bytch,

sent peiying home,

im home. (:

i nvr once knew tht we can actually see th cbd from my school. how cool.. lols.

candid shot during cad lesson

earlier on tday at e library

peiying nd i.. hehs.

lastly, ytd, first dat of term 2.. =]

can 2 person from different background be tgt? ):

2008-04-15T07:54:00.000+08:00

Listening iunno-wht-song

ok, im at westmall's mac.. :D
with peiying right beside me.. lols.

okay well,
nd so its th first day of sch for e 2nd term for ji college students nd its e first day of school for sp students too.. some of em rathr..
yea..

got up in t morng nd met peiying at her place nd companied her t school.. :D
surprise ! somebody got shocked by me early in e morng.. bwahaha..

nd so i arrived in school at like 8+ going 9... yea.
lesson nd all.. catched up abit on our days with jj nd alson.. =D
jyea, slpt in class with jj as usual.. lols.
nd went t e cafe opposite school during lunch time..
nthg much, chilled while alson hav his lunch nd headed back t sch...

ohyea, th spicy nugget's rlly spicy nd its definitely nice ! im kinda loving it man.. lols.
thanks t jj for buying tht nd givin us one each.. ahahahas.

cad lesson with wang..
i felt so blessed tht he's my teacher instead of e anthr fella, e anthr lady rathr..
lesson on door, door frams nd all.. kinda boring so yea, i doze off... as usual.. x)
got woken up by peiying's text at like nearing 3pm nd left school for dover.. :D
met her nd yea, here we are at westmall's mac..
just had my happy meal, nd im happy? Lol..
well, tht's not th cause of course... hoos.

alright, somebody's gonna jugem. =\
blog rathr... ahahahas.

smell ya peeps... =]
nd im lazy t travel suchay long distance t school.. T-T
how random~

2008-04-14T14:59:00.000+08:00

Listening only love

nd so, ytd or rathr, 24hrs ago,

it was 12am between 12april nd 13april..

smthg special. (:

was rathr lost for words upon receiving e text at 1205am..

am i t smile at th future tht awaits or drink my sorrows away since im at e pub..
aftrall, i followed my heart nd smile-d t th awaiting future.. :')

as i said i was at e pub..

yea, went t panpac's office t collect my stuff nd did some shopping alone at msq.. :D

met peiying in e evening nd sent her home thn went ovr t westmall..

meet up with jwee, tecksheng nd ziyu thn ovr t boatquay..

saw kahhao, vivien, shimin, xiaoyin, emily, joyce nd anthr couple of ex westwoodian at liquid..

oh, hi. =D

saw shawn outside boss with his friens, hi too..

nd bump into jackson, once a westwoodian as well.. hi too too.. lols.
how small can th world get..

happen tht daniel, victor, junlong were there too with my childhood mates, vance nd laikiat..

ohmy, kinda reunion shyt? hoos..

nd so, access was so packed, i mean our table..

like 20 ovr ppl t one table, thank god we've got e sofa seat.. hoos.

got home in e morng nd was woken up by daddy at like 12noon.. freakooooo~

so, went t th chapel t visit grandpa..

mum thn drove me t raffles city t meet peiying.. :D hehs.

so, went ovr t suntec walked ard, had our donuts from donuts factory.. :D

peiying nd her donut. lol..

nd her carrot juice.. lols.

ohwells, random pics.. :D

nd yea,

we walked from suntec unto cine, popping into random malls nd all..

bump into yao nd anthr lady, cherie i guess at orchard point, hi bro. =D

77-d back t batok aftr which nd i dozed off halfway through e journey..

went t look for jwee at harvey for alil while nd walked ard wm,

met tockseng nd felencia.. hi mates. =]

sent peiying home nd i got back.. tada~

school tmr! ohwells~!

nights people.. =D

2008-04-11T07:59:00.000+08:00

Listening keep holding on

just a month odd t go,
hang in thr girl,
dont let th heart slip away.. =x

tht was kinda random bud well, i mean it..

time t put down th past nd everything,
time t move on..
was texting py alil on this issue so yea..
had been pretty long a time alr..
lets move on nd start afresh in love life.

some random pics for viewing :D

'this way to swimming pool' pointing twards e toilet bowl, how cute ehs..

weird stuff?
basically its th ash game tht we'r playing at e pub..
who made th coin drop into th glass has t bottoms up th mixture of beer, liquor, cig buds, cig ash nd spit th coin out from his/her mouth.. how cool aye!

meijun'erjie flora'dajie me jwee'brothr on meijun's bday celebration at access. :D

flora'sis i daniel on my bday celebration at access :D

sister nd brothr in law, th oh-so-sweet couple.. hoos

ballroom uniform

poolside uniform

water on my bday at access.
ps: th bue thingy's actually flame.. (:
imagine th temperature, hotshot.

lastly, th big blue wheel,
singapore flyer,
th ferris wheel !
i wanna go up thr! rahhs.

2008-04-08T17:34:00.000+08:00

Listening kao jing yi dian dian

basically ive nthg much t blog on.. lols.
anyhow, went t access on saturday for meijun'erjie 's bday...
wow, super fun i must say.. thou im not th main fella ard..
started off emo-ing nd all, im actually missing someone. ):
whom i hasnt seen her face for a long time..
nd ya, was texting peiying so ya, felt alil better, thanks girl! (:

started drinking nd all,
3towers, 3martells.. wows.
everybody was so so red, high nd drunk bud im not ! :D :D
im still perfectly fine luhh.. weeha~
nd ya, emo-d again.. T-T
unto dawn like 7, got ay cab back.. (:

so, went for work tday..
aint we staff suppose t work tgt..
like why th f*ck do you blacks hav t make noise whn it aint our fault at all..
damn you pile of black shyt..
th door closes on its own alright, it wasnt me wanst us !
whtever it is, i guess id be off from this job pretty soon.. ohwells~

im starting t get emo again.. T-T

2008-04-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

Listening wake me up when september ends

kinda been listening t emo songs.. =\
tht was rlly random i swear..
certain songs do remind me of th past..
forsay, same script different cast - skhh
i'll remember you - shar;bs
unwritten - vmcy
in love with you - atxl
ohmy, wht's happening..

suddenly i feel i need ay break from life..
like rlly a couple of days for me t just spend em alone doing anything i want.. D:
suddenly i feel lost, whr had my feelings went, somewhr nowhr everywhr..
sighhhs.
may lord gimme some advice. ):

so yea,
id be having ay vry packed schedule for this couple of days..
working, friend's bday celebration nd all.. damn damn it..
gonna lack of tons of sleep alr man!

alrights,
done with this..
its going 6 in e morng alr..

im missing somebody. ): ):

2008-04-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

Listening nthg

ive an eye for e SE mobile w380i as my mp3 !
so gonna get it asap man.

anyway, ya, nthg much t blog about uhs..
dinner on my for flora'sis, wee nd anthr friend..
some 50 odd bucks just for ay meal, hope you people enjoyed th meal nd had your tummy filled ehs! :D
ohwells~

i realise,
i hasnt get ovr it..
its only until now, thn i realise..
thanks girl for letting me realise this.. (:
why do th heart still get worry..
i wonder.
is it possible for us t like sit down or rathr, just hav ay proper conversation proper talks without showing any attitude of any sort.. is it?
sighs..

its hard rejecting th love of somebody whom 5 years ago you wish t hav..
rathr id put it, its hard reject somebody..
my sis, all e way at perth, she's suffering from this problem too..
well, her reason t reject is simple, she's attached.
as for me, i cant seem t find a reason for myself, a proper, acceptable, good reason..
like, e only reason ive is, ive th responsibility t look aftr nd takecare of somebody..
ohmylord, this is driving me crazy.. this rlly! is! driving me crazy...

2008-04-01T18:48:00.000+08:00

Listening wo de cuo

im so gonna die anytime people.. T-T
had been suffering from running nose nd flu (if thy'r different in your defination) for a day or two..
nd im sneezing like some crazy people during work tday... ohmylord!
my entire body felt so freaking weak nd all, wanted t leave at 11pm instead of 12 bud e freaking manager doesnt allow..
so well, i was kinda slack-y with my work.. =\
nd above all, im feverish.. T-T
like im standing in th hotel (pan pac), its like so cooling in thr with e air-condition nd all nd i can literally feel my entire body heating up whn im stationary, eventually i feel perspiration running down my back.. its like, making me uber restless... rahhs !

nd well, work was effing boring tday i must say,
no event so we'r on standby..
stood thr unto my heels hurts... god damn it.

knocked off nd went for supper.
4 pieces of prata is healthy.. :D
cabbed home from jp nd got home at like 3am..
jyea..

tmr's aftrnoon shift, wonder if i cld survive through it... =\
nd i wanna go out tmr !! i mean, i wanna go somewhr aftr knocking off..
well, its ay weekday, secondary student are schooling nd all..
who'd be tht free t spend th evening with me... :DD

anyhow,
im getting into bed soon...
smell ya peeps. (:

nd lastly, happy april fool!
enjoy fooling nd getting fooled.. xD

2008-03-27T19:06:00.000+08:00

Listening jenny

hey bitch, bastard, whtever you are. idiot.
aint staff like us suppose t work tgt?
i wldnt say work tgt against our superior bud at least dont sell each othr out, ya?
god damn it shyt, somebody actually complained t e manager tht i had been using my mobile vry frequently while work nd tht earn me ay warning..
darn!
ay warning from e head manager, nd ay second warning from e floor manager..
one more nd im out.. wdf man.

wht's worst, i got it e warning while waiting for rowcall nd its like, almost every staff present tday heard it..
tht turn-d me off man!
nd tday's ay different set of dinner, which is my first time doing it.
im like ay bc nd e othr staff kept making noise, wht is this man!

turnovr, iunno whr t get nd place e ibm nd got a poor attitude from e floor manager again..
damn it, im like so freaking dont feel like reporting for work tmr!
arghs!
t hell with those people man.. mf, i dont like you!

nd yes, with e warnings ive made up my mind tht i'd neglect my mobile while working from tday on..
my apologies for those who were t text, beep / text-d, beep-d me whn im working nd i din respond..
sorry people. (:

2008-03-24T21:06:00.000+08:00

Listening nthg

ohwells!
had been rathr busy with work recently thus th lack of updates.. jeez!

jyea,
having those kinda 5 t 1 slot is indeed tiring i must say..
im having cramps in both my legs nd somehow my arms too, id say all my limbs.. T-T
but well, worth it i must say.. :D

anyhow, slot for e coming week's
wed t sun, 5 t 1.. guess i wldnt hav e time t update too.. hooos!

nd yea,
spend e night out with para clique last night..
daniel nd i was freaking bored nd we started dancing..
so yea, we had ay video on some short lil dance we made up.. =D
its kinda lame uhs..
in e middle of e night, we'r rlly rlly bored so yea..

so we'r rlly rlly freaking out of idea of wht t do..
went t some kinda building nd started climbing on e outside,
great achievment i must say! i climb from e ground floor t e 3floor from e outside of th building,
via pipes, poles, small legde nd stuff.. xDD
was rlly rlly rlly freaggin bored so we did such stupid things..
jinkang nd all we like so amused by us.. HAHAHA!

got home at like 5odd am nd dived into bed aftr washing up nd all..
went t work tday as usual..
well, isnt tht bad..
get t know new staff..
betty's ay nice girl.. ahahas.
nd so is dawn, thanks for e locker! :DD

went for supper at makansutra with em aftr knocking off..
pretty nice a meal..
nd return-d t pan pac for our transport home..
parted with betty, took e same transport with dawn nd chatted on e way home... hoos.

meet up with flora'sister, andy nd wee at nearby nd chilled...
unto like an hour ago?
at 5am just got home... ahahas.
here i am blogging.. =DD

so yea, gonna get some online stuff done nd off t bed!
monday blues... cheers t those who got e 'prank' from me earlier on.. xDD
nd perhaps my apologies too... bwahahas..
tmr's tuesday nd gonna be at sentosa !
finally ay day t rest nd chill... yays!

u/d gain soon, smell ya peeps.. =]

2008-03-18T04:32:00.000+08:00

Listening the ghost of you

jyea man, im in school! :D
lesson's uber boring nd tada here i am blogging.. xD

nthg much t update about..
some pics i took couple of days back.. (:

look at these pictures, does it even look like a class tht lesson's going on?
humans sleeping here nd thr, player their games, engaged in their own conversation..
ohwells~
this' my class.. xD

2008-03-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

Listening my prayers

just tags reply,
im lazy t update.. =x

Camellia ♥ hoos, thanks junior once again.. hahas. =D
KELROYwee thanks dajie! :D
elaine thanks for e wish. :D sorry bout it ya, it wont happen for ay second time. =]
VIVIENHANG lols, how cld you luh, lost my contact.. darn. convr on msn soon alr. =D nd thanks for e bday wish.. =]
maverlyn lols e post was befor you texted me, aftr you texted me i did mention you in my post too, din i.. hoos.
lingmin thanks girl. =DD
HUILIN thanks girl! =D hoos, i stated sorry t those who i din mention.. =x
lingmin linked ! =D
AGNES♥ cause of you luh, i came online t chat with you thts why delay my bathing.. rahhs.

nd
anatasia (?) rosaline yap huilin,
THANKS FOR YOUR BDAY WISH.
see, now i did mention you nd your BIG name is here.. lols.

well, its like some 4am in th wee hour nd im still here blogging.. darn.
thr's work tmr, wldnt be coming online let alone blogging.. so yea, damn it pile of holy dunk..
jyea, reach me on my mobile for tmr ya...
aint gonna be home... (:

2008-03-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

Listening whatever you like john boys remix

jyea,
just t update some links so, giv it ay short update. =]

thanks people,
for th bday wish..
yes, thanks maverlyn'nuer too.. see you've been mentioned.. xD
thanks qiqi'tuer for e bunny
thanks laine for e bunny too
nd neverthless, thanks agnes'mummy for e bunny pouch! :DD
thanks t all who gav me present, wished me ay happy birdthday nd celebrated it with me..
vry much appreciated!

sorry if i din mention your name here ya.
you ppl wld always be rmb-d.. in th brain, in th heart.. hehs.

well, gotta get t bed..
thr's sch nd work tmr.. T-T
pictures on my next update ya.. =D
stay tuned.. [=

2008-03-12T18:08:00.000+08:00

Listening the difference between medicine and poison is in the dose

happy birthday, i tell myself

candles light up, loneliness i felt ~

nd th song goes on..

well, i MUST thanks flora'sista nd wee.. definitely..

for making my bday sucha happy one on both actual day nd advance celebration thou we were rotting nd growing fungi at bugis tday..

thanks t, flora'sista, john'broinlaw, wee'bro nd liyun'2ndsisinlaw..

th first four person t shake my hand nd wish my ay happy bday.. =DD

nd of course not forgetting e textes,

josephine'nuer, ruiyun'meimei, kelly, liyun

those calls,

weechun, yeeping, kenneth

comments, tags nd all,

camellia nd th list goes on.. yea.

thanks people ! =DD

nd jyea,

woke up t sm's text tday..

texting texting nd went ovr t tiong..

meet up with sm nd ed nd their one group of friends happen t be thr too.. oh, small world.

so we para-d almost e entire aftrnoon.. jyea.

gonna practice on my sweet banana more often.... :D
{title of ay song}

hang ard tiong outside mac nd all,

saw atxl, talked alil while nd off for cab t vivo with sm nd anthr lady, iunno who.

meet up with flora'sista, wee nd liyun..

walked ard, helpd some random guys t take a couple of photos nd continued walking ard..
was uber bored nd so decided t go ovr t bugis..

had dinner nd started t feel unwell.. darn.

chill chill nd returnd t jurong..

ohwell, im feeling uber restless since i arrived at vivo unto we got back t jurong..
wht's wrong man!

nd chilll-d at out usual hang out..

was walking back whn i received ay text from sm.. hoos!

wht a surprise, nd well my mobile's batt died on me upon e reply had been sent..

so ive t rush back.. lol.

school tmr!

my leave's due..
damn it holy shyt..

christian has th word chris in it so we've t worship nd not t mock at christ.

make sense?

so, vegeterian has th word vege in it, which means we shd protect nd conserve instead of eating e vege! thus ima vegeterian! xD

how random, nd basically tht's my logic.. :D

wee nd i at access on sat my bday celebration.

my face was coated with chocolate! teeth as well.. loll.

thanks uh!

2008-03-10T07:02:00.000+08:00

Listening tell me where it hurts

jyea! \m/,
had my bday celebration last night at boat quay.. woo!

first, i went t pan pacific for training nd attachment thn it ended at like 1020pm.. yea.
so went chilling at msq with ay bunch of new mates.. :D
left for boat quay at 1130...

nd so !
i reached access, went in for alil drink nd off t pool.. =D
was pooling halfway whn th happy bday some came rockin on air nd i was asked back t my table,
guess wht, thr's ay cake! totally chocolate man..
nd according t em, its flora'sis wee'bro nd all who baked it.. ohmy, thanks sister nd brothr ! xD
aftr e song, blew e candle nd yea, bottoms up with all.. :D

was pooling halfway whn wee came with e nutella chocolate nd started putting em all ovr my face.. holy!
meijun joined in nd put e chocolate too!
nd flora'sis stick mnm t my face.. wdf!
im so chocolatety.. hoooooo~!

thn joanna comes ard, freaking graveyard...
drink of th day la.. everyone looking at me drink tht, damn!
its like, alright, just uber gassy..
yea..
thanks joanna'sisinlaw for your wonderfull present of ay graveyard. :D

next drink of t day is daniel's waterfall for me..
hoos. tht was wonderfull la.. uber warm whn swallowed thou..
aftrall, thanks daniel for your great present of ay waterfall. :D

nd jyea, my fav present was from flora'sis nd john'broinlaw,
my baby bugs bunny.. xD
thanks!

nd lastly t thanks those who wished me happy bday in advace at pan pacific. :D
not forgetting those who were present at boat quay,
flora, john, jia xian, joanna, wee, jia wen, june, mei jun, daniel, ken,
nd those who were thr nd drank with me!
thanks people, for making my bday celebration sucha great on.. =DD

well, th actual day's in 3days time.. :D